You're a 'Christian' because you Believed in a Deceiving Pharisee instead of Christ.
Dr. Jorge Mata Torres
Who's Who Member | Outstanding Young Men of America | National Honor Society | International University Professor | London College | Author of GOD DECLASSIFIED - "The Discovery of the Millennia" Bible Research Center
The fact is Christ NEVER founded "Christianity" - He continued in The Way of His Father's instruction to keep and preach Torah (meaning "instruction" - not "Law") to God's lost children of Israel to enter the Kingdom of Heaven (Matthew 10:5-7, Matthew 15:24) - His True followers were Israelites and Nazarenes:
"For I have not spoken of myself; but the Father which sent me, He gave me a commandment (mitzvah), what I should say, and what I should speak." John 12:49
"Christianity" is in fact an Antichrist pagan cult forged into existence (https://www.nazarenesoftheway.com/Forged-Christianity.php), created by the Beast Roman empire whose foundation is based on the heretical Lawless "gospel" of a deceiving Pharisee.
FACT: "Christianity" is founded on the single claim of a Pharisee's non-witness supported account of his alleged encounter on the road to Damascus of which he gave 3 different versions yet each contained the description of seeing Lucifer. Besides Christ's warning of the hypocrisy of Pharisees and calling them children of hell, Paul claimed the very 2 descriptions Christ stated liars would claim seeing Him before His 2nd Coming. Christ further warned of False Apostles - Paul's claim makes him the unselected "13th Apostle" - Neither Christ NOR His hand-picked Apostles EVER included him in their ranks - besides the fact Paul clearly did not qualify to be an Apostle, there's ONLY 12 Apostles named in Christ's Revelation in the Kingdom of Heaven that will judge over the 12 tribes of Israel.
FACT: There is no "Gentile" tribe, no "13th tribe", no "13th Apostle", no Lawless Gentile, nor anyone being "saved by grace thru faith" mentioned in the Kingdom of Heaven. Zilch. Zero. Nada - Just those who keep God's commandments ("Mitzvot/Torah" meaning "instruction" - not "Law"): Luke 13:28, Rev 1:9, 6:9. 7:4, 12:17. 14:12. 20:4, & KJV 22:10-14. This is no coincidence, mistake, nor an oversight by the Most High. IT'S A FACT.
The very words of the Pharisee convict him of being a Liar, a Deceiver, and pure Evil:
LIAR
"For if the truth of God is made to enhance his glory BY MY LIES, why therefore am I judged as a sinner?" Romans 3:7
DECEIVER
"And perhaps I was not a burden to you, YET CRAFTY AS I AM I TRICKED YOU BY DECEIT." 2 Corinthians 12:16
EVIL
"For the good that I would I do not: BUT THE EVIL WHICH I WOULD NOT, THAT I DO. And if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it. So this is the principle I have discovered: WHEN I WANT TO DO GOOD, EVIL IS RIGHT THERE WITH ME." Romans 7:19-21
The Word of God is unwavering - He is neither a hypocrite, a liar, nor a deceiver (1 Samuel 15:29, Numbers 23:19, Psalm 33:9, Isaiah 40:8) meaning He would NEVER have commanded His Chosen to keep His commandments (Law/Torah) FOREVER then change His mind to have them no longer keep them via the word of a murderous, fork-tongued hypocrite who evangelized as much that God's sacred Law (Torah) was abolished and a curse (Galatians 3:10-13, Romans 7:4-6) and all are saved by grace (Ephesians 2:5-2:8) as much as he proclaimed to keeping it (Acts 24:14), delighting in it (Romans 3:13), preaching it to Gentiles - not just "Jews" (https://www.chosenofisrael.com/paul-preached-the-law.php) warning AGAINST Lawlessness that brings Destruction (2 Thessalonians 2:3-12) and proclaiming both Jew and Gentile would be judged by the Law (Romans 2:9-13).
Christ's disciples were and are men of righteousness who gave their lives for His Word and Testimony - they were and are not two-faced hypocrites like Paul who professed to be a deceiver, liar, and evil who preached the Word of Christ then denied & cursed it yet cowardly backed off his Lawless preaching heresies when confronted in order to save his hide as he often did.
By His own words, Pharisee Paul was clearly a deceiving, delusional schizophrenic - certainly no one with whom to entrust your Eternal Life to - See AntichristPaul.com.
Christ NEVER founded "Christianity" - He continued in the Way of His Father's instruction to keep and preach Torah to the children of Israel. "Christianity" is in fact a forged, Antichrist pagan cult based on the heretical Lawless 'gospel' of a deceiving Pharisee and created by the Beast Roman empire: https://www.nazarenesoftheway.com/Forged-Christianity.php
It's time you trust in the consistent, unwavering Word of God and keep His commandments (Law/Torah) as God's Chosen of Israel practice if you're serious about Eternal Life in the Kingdom of Heaven.