Your World and My World

Today you are trying to be a part of my world. A world which is considered normal. Where everyone is supposed to behave within the set, acceptable boundaries. I see how much you struggle every day to enter this normal world.

I look 6 -7 years back and now it makes me think wasn't your world beautiful and simple. You used to merrily spin all your toys and laugh without any hesitation. That was your way of playing. You used to hum some tunes for hours. Those were your tunes which I had never heard before. You would be detached, lost in your world alone but I could see you happy and smiling. You had your own way of doing things some were normal some maybe not.

Today you are more with me, you look at me, smile at me you are attached. You are waiting to enter my world. You try to communicate, some I understand some I do not, you might be in pain, you might not be feeling well, you might be missing someone or something, most of the times I understand, sometimes I fail. You struggle at times harm yourself in frustration it breaks me, leaves me teary eyed, disheartened after a hard day. At times I question "Why us" and I know its not just us, there are many like you and me, the special ones

You pick up from where you left to face a new day. You put in 10x efforts every day to enter my world, the least I can do is be there always for you and have you in my world as you are. Our worlds will converge one fine day and hopefully I will be able to understand you a little better.