If your presence doesn’t work, neither will your word.

I want to share my truth will all of you, not because it's a punishment, but because it allows me to be free.?

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The other day, a man I am blessed to call a friend, Steve Weatherford, posted a quote about his God being the God of Transformation...

And how showing our scars are what leaders decide and commit to do so others can also heal.

Today I want to share some of mine...

I’ve lacked integrity because I haven’t taken the time to ever really love myself. This really hit me today when I listened to Aubrey Marcus and Vylana Marcus discuss their journey and how beautifully they were able to come together to share their sovereign expressions for each other.

I realized that...

I couldn’t ever really love anyone, and although I have been in loving relationships, friendships, and experiences.

I could never offer anything I truly didn’t have within myself. (And I thought I was love).

Our truth can be our name if we have the courage to share it...

I have made decisions and choices in my life that were solely based on fear, meaning that I would create courage as a result of feeling fear...

I never came from the presence of love because I never really understood what love is...

>>I have never felt it for myself<< I now understand this.

So although it may have seemed in my mind's eye that I was intentional and loving, I struggled to offer it fully to myself, and fully unlock that intentional capacity within myself.

SO what do I need to do, I need to stay connected to the presence of my power because when I feel disconnected...

I feel anxious, scared, and realized that there is so much scarcity within me, I become abrasive and reactive.

When I witness this I am out of alignment, and incongruent, so, I want to feel connected to the presence of my power...

Where I feel unstoppable, I feel like I can trust the abundance circulating in my life. I can be still and at peace

Once I connect to this abundance I feel like I can truly love unconditionally, and its time to open up that part of me.

Its time to let the presence of my power unfold fully.

I am ready to serve with honour, integrity, unconditional love, and be guided by infinite intelligence.

I have faith in my creator and my purpose.

I commit to loving me unconditionally and sharing compassion with myself as I would with others.

To our healing journeys...

I say thank you!