"Your Lost Again"

O' my lovely Teacher, your words penetrate me

"Your lost again", you say to me

But, how could this be?

I try so hard to be a "living womb-man" on the land O' so free

Am I playing the role of the lost sheep again?,Tempted by the shallow alluring illusions?

Or are my thoughts too scattered and strewn?

As of late, I am trying to fully experience the human existence

Can I not enjoy these gifts without resistance!?

To you I am "wasting" my time, you rather me choose the pursuit of the Divine

But everyone needs a "vacation" you see

Soon, I will return to my more pure Spiritual life as it be

But for now,  allow me to recklessly flit & flee, do not shake your head at me, I promise to soon "center Self" again, you will see

Dedicated to my amazing Teacher BKSG who only seems allow me to have "short vacations" Smiles.  Thank you for caring for me enough to help keep me on track and to remain "centered".  Eternally grateful.