Are you worthy?

We live our lives searching for a sense of purpose, meaning and something that we can be proud of, however, even when we find it, we still feel lost, consumed, and unfulfilled.   

The issues were never based on your purpose or your goal but rather your beliefs.  How you view yourself, and you self-worthy determines your successful lifestyle.  

Each successful person, leaders and champions of all time have accomplished something greater in themselves when they found their worth in their actions and their journey.  

• Have you ever found yourself feeling empty after achieving a goal? 
• Have you ever felt unfilled even after your next promotion or success in business?  
• Have you ever found yourself unsatisfied with your life even though you have more than most?  

It's all about your self-worth and your beliefs; they have a cascade motion that creates your identity. This forms a strong viewpoint on your experience, which eventually shapes your attitude. 

Everyone knows how much your attitude determines your altitude. It provides you with a sense of strong will, determination, perseverance and sheer desire to be your best self. 

Watch how your belief damages all aspect of your life.

Everything about you is connected, every aspect of your life correlates with one another. Meaning that if your health increase, it will carry with it your relationship, wealth, happiness etc. Many of you make a mistake to wait "until" something happens before you make the next move. You say to yourself: 

• Once I get this promotion, I’ll focus on my health,  
• Once we move out, ill decorate the house, 
• Once I finish this project, I’ll focus on my family.   

Life has no pause button, life has no " when ready" button to instigate your life. All it has is a constant momentum, and it begins with NOW, no delay and no delusion of a promised tomorrow. NOW. 

The moment you let doubt, negative self-belief, limitation and false perception and forged identity, you poison all your wheel of life. Think of it, the moment you have doubt in your life, you corrupt the love and connection you have with yourself, then creeps its ways to your partner and everyone around you. Therefore, they eventually leave you.  

This impacts your reflection and experience on relationship and viewpoint. Now, this quickly piles you to your health; you begin to drink, mostly drink alone. Drink to hide the pain or drink to no more prolonged feel pain or sorrow. The drinking becomes an addiction that addiction becomes your source of anger and aggressive behaviours toward others. That behaviour imprints a label about your character and disallows any person to come closer to you. To make it even worst, you start to push people away, thinking:  

• "Why would you even love someone like me?" 
•  "Why would you even care about an addict like me?"  

You start to believe the labels people place on you instead of calling it for what it is, a moment. A moment of relapse, a moment of weakness, a sense of vulnerability, but instead you make it your identity.   

That behaviour, identity, addiction and the whole lot becomes your new way of life. From there, you begin to lose your financial stability and spend it all onto your addictions; gambling and alcohol. Also, unwise spending to close the void, material objects to satisfy your ego and make you feel empowered and loved. Now what's sacrificing is your finance, your income is no longer able to occupy all your new habits and shopping spree. It starts to decrease step by step, and only then you begin to realise that nothing in this world matters anymore. You begin to lose your spiritual and religious connection. Your faith in humanity dies or even worse have the reverse effect in life. You begin to lose faith in what made your string in the first place and start to put all your energy on the corruptions and distractions in life, the Nephilim if you will.  

Your cycle doesn't stop there, it takes you further to a worth of emptiness because now you begin to feel even worst about yourself and who you are becoming. You identify, or your paradigm is fully formed into someone you despised more than anyone in this world. You become the one person you hated the most, the one that made you feel small, unworthy from the start—your parents. 

Life has a funny way to return you to your old ways. You become your worst enemy since you believe there is no point, I’ll be just like my dad or mum. There is no escape so let's me transform into him and that will potentially be inherited to my kids and their kids. The cycle continues.  

It all began with your self-belief, your self-worth, your own reflection that determined your experience, which eventually shapes your attitude.   

Today it stops.