Are you Farblunget?
Farblunget pronounced farb-lawn-jet) is a Yidddish adjective that describes the state of aimless wandering or being hopelessly lost and unsure where to turn next.
Blondje is also a verb that means getting yourself lost or continuing to wander around once you are lost.??
Just as you can wander aimlessly and circuitously during the course of a trip, a soul may blondje in its life journey on earth.
The sixth Lubavitcher Rebbe, Rabbi Yosef YItzchak Schneerson, explained that one is granted specific talents and resources necessary to excel in life, but if you continue to try everything and let your soul wander from place to place you will never find your unique path.??
How do we know if we are on our unique path?
You no longer feel like a wanderer.?Instead, you feel like wherever you roam, you are home.?