Wide awake in dreamland...

I know I have mentioned a few times that some weird stuff has been happening over the last few years and I’ve told how a previous google search appeared in 3D in front of my eyes.? I’m pretty sure that most people who read the stuff I have been posting for the last while think I’m talking bollox and that I am as mad as a box of frogs, and that’s ok. To be fair, some of it sounds batshit crazy to me too…and I’m living in it.

So two years ago I woke up with a sudden urge to paint, even though I’d not picked up a brush for a number of years. I started painting and I haven’t stopped.? At the same time a few other things started to happen.? My need for self care became much more intense. I started shadow work and clearing old traumas. I suddenly went from going to my bed at 9pm and falling really quickly and sleeping a full night, to now being wide awake still at midnight and then sleeping sporadically, often seeing the clock again every hour before dozing until my alarm goes off.? The strange thing is, I wasn’t tired in the day time, it was like all of a sudden I just didn’t need sleep any more. At one point I was getting around 2-3 hours in total a night.

Then I got the numbers, oh boy did I get the numbers, every time I opened my phone it was 10:10 or 20:20 or 13:31 and in the mornings it would be 5:55, or 3.33.? Now these numbers didn’t just happen occasionally, it would be, and still is, many times a day, it would be on the microwave, the digital clock, the clock in the car, my phone, car number plates, the amount of emails in my inbox etc. I learned about ascension symptoms and things started to fall into place, but that's a story for another time.

The nights were becoming a real problem though.? When I finally did get some rest I’d be woken up by some random pain, often the seat of an old injury like it was newly done. Sometimes it felt like I was being beaten black and blue although come morning, it was all gone again. But worse than the aches, which didn’t happen every night were the dreams, the most crazy-assed dreams as If I was wide awake and living a totally separate life. The dreams weren’t really disturbing, but they were extremely vivid and would wake me up. I’d remember them briefly but by morning they’d be mostly gone from memory.? Except one that happened a few months ago.? I didn’t think that much of it at the time. I woke up shortly after it thinking it had been a bit odd, and surprised that I remembered it but it was what happened after my alarm in the morning that made me sit up.

So in my dream I was outside, in daylight looking up at the sky, and there in the sky was the moon. It was a full moon.? That’s not unusual as we often see the moon in day light but flanked on each side were two half-moons.? So in effect I was looking up at three moons.? I stood watching it for a while, thinking to myself ?‘that’s a bit weird’ but what was also weird was that I knew I was in a dream.

I turned over, flipped my pillow for the hundredth time and eventually went back to sleep.

In the morning I usually listen to some motivational morning video on YouTube, you know the kind of thing, nice affirmations telling you how fabulous you are and what a super-awesome day you are going to have. This is quite a good way to start your day, but I also sometimes indulge in a not so good way to start my day and that is by opening Tiktok.

So on this morning I chose TikTok and the video that opened was a lady with an American accent pointing her phone camera towards the sky in broad daylight and saying I can’t believe it, look at the sky...there are three moons.? Now her moons were all full, maybe a reflection on the lens or something….

You would think that would be a funny enough ‘co-incidence’ (there’s no such thing by the way) but ‘shit got real’ later that day.

I went back on TikTok in the afternoon. This time it was a male content creator and his words stopped me dead in my tracks – ‘Did anyone have that dream last night about three moons’ he asked…WT actual F!? Then he went on to say after his dream he opened TikTok and the first video he saw was the same one that I had.

He was a little freaked out apparently…Well he wasn’t the only one….