WHY DID HE COMMIT SUICIDE

MY ARTICLE 7: BELIEVE ME THIS ONE WOULD BE, ONE OF MY THE BEST ARTICLES WHICH HAVE WRITTEN SO FAR. SO KINDLY TAKE FEW MINUTES TO READ: IF IT’S TOO LONG KINDLY SAVE IT AND KEEP IT AND READ IT LATTER WHEN EVER YOU ARE FREE. BECAUSE IT COULD SAVE SOME ONES LIFE. CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE HOW MANY PEOPLE COMMIT SUICIDE IN DAY? SUICIDE DATA: IT IS CLOSE TO 800000 PEOPLE DIE DUE TO SUICIDE EVERY YEAR, WHICH IS ONE PERSON EVERY 40 SECONDS.

Who is this Guy? He overcame all the battles and setbacks in his life. He was an American singer, songwriter, musician, and actor. He released his debut album in the year Oct 2000. He also appeared in cameo roles in several films, including Crank, Crank High Voltage, and Saw 3D. He was widely regarded as one of the top rock musicians of the 2000s.  He was a part of famous band called Linkin Park. HIT PARDER magazine placed him in number 46 on their list of the "100 Metal Vocalists of All Time” Linkin Park had sold over 100 million records worldwide making them one of the world's best-selling music artists. He was best known as the lead vocalist for Linkin Park. He was also lead vocalist for the bands like Dead by Sunrise, Grey Daze, and Stone Temple Pilots. Which were all huge hits.

PERSONAL LIFE: His parents got Divorced when he was 7 years old. He was staying with his mother. He was sexually abused by some of his relatives. He grew up but he didn’t had much interest in studies. He was always interested in Rock music & Heavy Metal. He had great infectious energy with him. He was also tattoo enthusiastic. He had excellent singing skills as well. He had tons fans across the world following him. As soon his songs were released it was hitting top 10. He was real entertainer.  He went beyond his goal and made lot of money. His first marriage got broke and he was left alone. He married again the second wife also left her. However nobody realized he lived life as if living in the prison. He felt there is no one to understand me. He use to take various types of drugs & Alcohol, why?  He simply had nobody to share things, there was nobody in his life to understand his pain and correct him. He took the route of Drugs. One hand everyone thought he had perfect life. Nobody understood what he was going through internally. He started living two lives. No one really knew him inside. He had lot of fans following him on one hand, but he had no one to talk to. He had everyone to follow but no one to walk with him. When his shows where up the world was at stage. When it was down, his reality came. He had an invite to every event, but still felt lonely. He had all friends in the world, but still he felt “no one really knows me” He was going through a pain, but never showed that side. It was something he hid from the world. He felt his fans or friends never asked. He had masked his sadness with what looked like the ideal life. He was always flying high in the air, but felt low inside. His inbox was always full, but he felt empty within. He was happy outside, but struggling with depression and anxiety. He was struggling with mental health.

HE IS NON OTHER THAN CHESTER CHARLES BENNINGTON (March 20, 1976 – July 20, 2017) See, people think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is being quiet. Depression is when we smile, but we want to cry. It’s when we talk but when want to talk but be quiet. It is like pretend to be happy, but we are not happy. He was sick of crying and loneliness. He was singing but inside he was dying. He did not understand himself neither his friends nor his partners. He did not take effort to find a good friend or he did not get good friends. Who could have taken him out when was sinking. It is ok to have fans and followers but make sure you have true trustworthy friends who can spend quality time with you. Who could understand and stand with you. When you are facing troubles, failures or setbacks. People who care not only like your pics and post comments. They will ask how you are doing and spend time with you. Friends who love you will tell you the truth. I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It is not. The worst thing in life is to end with people who make you feel alone.

SUICIDE, DRUGS & ALCOHOL IS NOT THE SOLUTION FOR DEPRESSION, FAILURES AND SETBACKS. LEARN TO LIVE HAPPILY AND HAVE TRUSTWORTHY FRIENDS.

BY MD. SAMIUDDIN -MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKER / LIFE COACH [email protected] / +91-9841490547