WHY DEPEND ON OTHERS?

Why do many of us live a shadow substitute lifestyle of daily dependency on others sadly; Rather than creatively mastering ourselves, finding our strength and voice within society and leading an authentic life of self awareness and focus powerfully...

The truth I find is that, when you dare to be yourself, live your full life and be self reliance, refusing to depend of the merits of others who are usually seen in society as elites, mentors, leaders or even so called masters/experts...You become an enemies of so called individuals, established systems and others whose lives are so connected and therefore they live a life of dependency...Under the shadow of others...failing to become real, themselves and discover their own capacities in question....

I remember as a child, I had lost my beloved mother, my father had already retired...I had great dreams but saw myself very far from them...therefore it looked then that, I could never achieve any of them...My dad, had a lot of properties to look after...being family properties; Yet he had no physical cash to give me achieve my dreams...Yet there were uncles who had made empty big names and would like me to live in their shadow...Tell everybody that, they are my real father due to my great personality, being an attractive and hard working young boy; I would wash their cars...and even that, they would not give the young nephew any cash to do something with it...My dad retiring from the security services....led us far away from everybody...Living in isolation and having no physical cash...He wanted me to become an automobile/mechanical engineer...And I wanted to become a psychologist/psychotherapist...which was not very common in my early days...not very long ago...I remember, telling one of these uncles who would have wished that, I live under the shadow all my life substitute...He laugh and laugh as if he was God and my dreams were far from becoming a living possibility...I told him I would want to attend Oxford upon finishing engineering school; as I was attending the police school because my father was working within the security services... Yet I knew who I was at even that early age and therefore I refused to be like anyone...

I always wanted to live in me and become me by all means fearlessly...I became friends with everyone at the top...Yet my standard was Jesus and nothing less...by the age of 22 I own two Jaguar and drove them classically ...around town and as an automobile engineer technician level 3; Working and still studying...It looked in all those days that, I will never become my deepest desires....But because I trusted in God...every dream I had become a living reality...I became a mentor and an inspiration for many of my young friends and I always settled for the most....Today I can look back and say God is good and it's only a fool who says God doesn't exist...because I am a living testimony of his existence and living prove...Don't be like any man...but be like Jesus. For Jesus will never fail....Thanks for reading....God bless you.