When Your Psychologist has Ulterior Motives for his Kindness

When I got home from my therapy session and logged onto my laptop to check my email I was surprised to see an email from my psychologist. In it he said that he was worried that he was too harsh on me during the session, and that he would like to make it up by giving me another session tomorrow free of charge!!! I thought that he challenged me during the session, but wasn't necessarily "too harsh". But since I had the time and he said it was FREE I wrote back and told him I would come. This sort of thing started happening more than not, even including the weekends on Saturdays and Sundays. If he thought I was the least offended or hurt he called me in for extra time for FREE!! He told me how special I was and how much he cared about me!

Of course I thought he was so kind to go out of his way like this!!! During one session he brought up hugging. He said he loved me as if I was the little sister he never had! So we started hugging after every session. It seemed innocent at first and felt really nice being in his arms. But the hugging turned into "holding tight" and "swaying in his arms" more like we were "slow dancing" to romantic music!! Then he suggested we move the "hugging" to the beginning of the session, so we would have more time to do it without his next patient waiting outside the door!!! He told me holding me was healing BOTH of US! But why did he need to heal!!!???! And why was he healing through ME in MY SESSIONS??

He also had a strange way during the session of physically moving his chair closer to me, telling me we seemed so far apart!!! On occasion he would get off his chair and kneel on his knees in front of my chair just to be that close. Often when he did this he would put his face so close to mine that I thought he was going to kiss me!!!!!! But instead we brushed noses.

All of these things made me feel so loved and alive!!! I felt whole and good inside. I had no idea that he actually had an ulterior motive of getting me to have sex with him!!! He never talked dirty or mentioned sex. He just seemed very loving and caring. This was of course the bait he needed to hook me! Eventually I would service him EVERY WEEK with blowj*@s and inter@&urse as well as listen to ALL HIS PROBLEMS!!!