When the Universe comes a knocking

For so many years I have understood and welcomed my spiritual beliefs into my life, except, I hadn’t.

I really hadn’t, and as I have got older it has become more and more apparent that what I have been doing is treating it like my dirty little secret.

I mentioned it sometimes to people who spoke about theirs first. I opened up to those that I know would understand what I was saying and I alluded it to it sometimes when talking to people about life and business.

The Universe has always been patient with me, and it always knew that one day I would understand that hole in my soul that hadn’t been filled. The place where I had ignored my inner child and tried really hard to be a grown up. To be fair, I have been quiet a good grown up, but it has been difficult.

Not embracing the part of me that is the real me meant that I was forever trying to show something to people that I thought they would like. And I was never sure it they really did. Notice that it was always about other people and not about me. That can really eat away at you because I have discovered that the people who like you, like you already and the others, well ‘So what’.

Often the Universe will make my life difficult in the hope that I will finally turn and accept that it is there to help and not to hinder. And once again the Universe has come knocking on my door.

Time to accept the reality. Time to embrace my inner child, my soul, my spirituality and say it out loud.

I AM A CHILD OF THE UNIVERSE AND EVERYTHING I NEED, I HAVE.

No more chasing the money. No more chasing the fame. (Yes I really did that). No more chasing people to like me. (If you don’t, that’s ok, but I may still like you). No more ignoring what is in front of my face.

Now is the time to let go of the fear, move forward without having to know what comes next and have fun with my soul.

If the Universe comes knocking at your door, let it in.