When will I be in control of my life?

Answer: You will be in control of your life when you realize the truth which is that there is only one life and that life is the Life of God. In other words, you have no life of your own to be in control. This statement of truth originated in the words of Jesus 2000 years ago when he said "call no man on earth your father, there is but one Father above". And the very fact that you believe otherwise is the denial of the omnipotence of God. And as a result your life is being lived in vain because you have unwittingly been led to believe in something that has no real existence. You have separated yourself from the Life of God, the source of your goodness, the very source of your existence.

And so it is that when you know this truth, you will be set free from the false belief and will be able to live in the peace and harmony of the Presence of God. Practicing the Presence is the constant conscious activity of this truth. It develops your spiritual consciousness which reveals the nothingness of that which is not of God, it teaches that your human ego-self is living in a make believe world, it demonstrates that God is the source of all being and the only reality. So it is up to you to choose to seek first the inner kingdomof God that is within you where you will realize that I, yet not I, but the Life of God is really the divine perfection of God made manifest as the peace and harmony of your being.