The Weight of Expectations: Finding True Fulfilment

Ina Hadziavdic | Adaptive Minds

Growing Up Under Pressure

I grew up in the Balkans, a region where expectations are woven into the very fabric of our upbringing. From a young age, I was pushed to strive for more and more—better grades, more prestigious accomplishments, higher goals. This relentless drive wasn't unique to me; it was a common thread that bound many of us in the Balkans. Our parents and teachers instilled in us a belief that success was measured by our achievements, and anything less was simply not enough.

As a child, I often felt the weight of these expectations. Every report card, every extracurricular activity, every milestone was scrutinized. I learned early on that to be "good enough," I had to be better than everyone else. The pressure was immense, but I internalized it, believing that happiness and worthiness were directly tied to my accomplishments.

The Turning Point

As I grew older, I continued to chase this elusive concept of success. I achieved many of the goals set before me—graduating with honours, securing a prestigious job, earning accolades. On the surface, it seemed like I had it all. But internally, I felt a growing emptiness. Each achievement brought only a fleeting sense of satisfaction, followed by the inevitable question: What's next?

I reached a point where I realized that no matter what I accomplished, it was never enough. I was constantly chasing a moving target, never allowing myself to truly enjoy my successes. The joy of achieving something significant was always overshadowed by the anxiety of needing to achieve something more.

Finding a New Path

It was during this period of reflection and introspection that I decided to make a change. I realized that the endless pursuit of external validation was not sustainable and, more importantly, it was not making me happy. I needed to redefine what success and fulfilment meant to me. Here are some strategies that helped me break free from the cycle of relentless expectations and find true happiness:

1. Redefine Success: I started by redefining what success meant to me. Instead of measuring it by external achievements, I began to focus on personal growth, happiness, and well-being. Success became about living a balanced life, nurturing relationships, and pursuing passions that brought me joy.
2. Set Realistic Goals: I learned to set realistic, achievable goals that were aligned with my values and interests, rather than trying to meet others' expectations. This shift allowed me to celebrate small victories and progress, rather than constantly feeling like I was falling short.
3. Practice Self-Compassion: I began practicing self-compassion, forgiving myself for not always being perfect, and recognizing that it was okay to fail. This helped reduce the pressure I placed on myself and allowed me to enjoy the journey rather than just the destination.
4. Prioritize Well-being: I started prioritizing my mental and physical well-being. This included regular exercise, mindfulness practices like meditation, and ensuring I had time to relax and unwind. Taking care of myself became a non-negotiable part of my routine.
5. Focus on Relationships: I realized the importance of meaningful relationships in my life. Investing time and energy into building and nurturing these connections brought me a deeper sense of fulfilment than any accolade ever could.
6. Pursue Passions: I made time for activities and hobbies that I was passionate about. Engaging in creative pursuits and interests that were not tied to any expectations allowed me to reconnect with myself and find joy in the process.

Embracing the Journey

The journey to freeing myself from the weight of expectations was not easy, but it was incredibly rewarding. I learned that true fulfilment comes from within and that it's essential to live a life that aligns with my values and passions. By redefining success, setting realistic goals, practicing self-compassion, prioritizing well-being, focusing on relationships, and pursuing passions, I found a deeper, more lasting sense of happiness.

If you, too, find yourself struggling under the weight of expectations, I encourage you to take a step back and reflect on what truly matters to you. Embrace the journey of self-discovery and give yourself the grace to find your path to fulfilment. Remember, you are more than your achievements, and true happiness comes from living a life true to yourself.

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