We are all visitors to this planet earth

Assuming we had some type of advanced communication between us, I would describe my physical attributes as slightly above average height, and weight for the male gender of my species. My intelligence quotient would be described as slightly above average as well. I would describe my species as one of the most intelligent and curious on this planet, although one of the most illogical as well (as I watch the visitor display confusion toward that remark). My home could be shown by pointing to the center of my upheld hand. Even a space traveler could get that reference.

I would then inquire if there was any more they would like to know about me as an individual. Earth: Hey wow there’s other humans out there! Earth 2: Hey wow there’s other humans out there!Earth: Hey guys what’s up? Earth 2: We just finished developing a fusion reactor and within 10 years our entire world will be run off clean nuclear power. Our entire planet is united in one organization and poverty is non-existent. We haven’t had a war in 100 years so instead of spending on military, we put massive amounts of money toward scientific research, cultural development, and education. All of our cars are electric and we have a carbon footprint of 0.

Earth: Wait a minute did you say you have no military?Earth 2: That’s right. We spend $0 a year on military. Earth: Really? Earth 2: Yep. Earth: *squealing with glee* Really!? Earth 2: Yes……… why are you so excited? Earth: No reason……… In the next 15 years we devote all our energy toward building one of these: I've been feeling the same way since I was a kid. And it's getting worse everyday. It's a pain in my heart. I don't fit in this society, world, even in my own family. I spend my time writing stories about this world of mine, or colide it with fan fiction. I spend all my days in my imagination, try to comfort myself.

Sometimes when I wake up I remember pictures in my dreams that aren't dreams I'm 100% sure, theyre more of a vision or a part of my past. Sometimes I wake up too tired like I've been in another world in my sleep. I honestly don't feel well and pray it all turn to be true, that world of mine and so I could live there. ?I don’t consider myself to be like other people; I was never like teenagers of my own age when I was young. Moreover, I was treated - and sometimes rejected - for having been different. Boys never treated me like they did the other girls in my class at school. When I remarked to a schoolfriend that the other pupils kept telling me off for nearly everything I said and did, she just said to me: “That’s because you’re different to everyone else.”

When I once went to “The Marquee” club with my mother and a female friend, the doorman got funny with me, accusing me of not having paid for my entrance ticket and threatening to chuck me out because I looked at him “the wrong way.” I spend the rest of my life wondering what my mother and friend had (as females) that I hadn’t. I remember when I had reached the age of nineteen, but was still without a boyfriend (because I had no interest in having one), a friend of my mother’s said adamantly to my mother: “Oh, your daughter must have a boyfriend,” and having a go at me that: “anyone would invade on my privacy” when I told her I wasn’t keen on the male partner my mother was courting soon after my father had died.

I never married or had (or wanted) any children, either, like so many other females have - so I’m bound to feel like a visitor from outer space. I ran with that feeling for many years for the mere fact that human beings are the only living thing on this planet that cannot adapt to another environment without having to cover themselves appropriately. Animals adapt to their environment they live in and some make physical changes to adapt to a different one.

Change your mindset to thing happened to you is “For you “ only not to you. You are being dealt with life lessons that is essential for your soul growth and make you more wise. And everyone here is dealing with something, some less some more. You are special, your journey is different and you have different path to follow. So don't be in a victim mode always, but learn your shortcomings and lessons and move on. You still have power over your thoughts and ultimately your life, after all you are just a visitor here.Cheers!