Wanderings :- A short note on a day after Getting the Scale near Treptower Park....

A child grows and an Adult decays..... - Paul Baba        

As the Benjamin Button in it's curious case shows it or asks it? What is growth and what is decay? Decay is when you say stops learning. That is what the child taught to Paulo Coehlo. So he writes, You know the three things that a child can teach us

1) Be curious

2) To ask what you desire with all your might

3) I forgot it. you can now google....

The thing is was sitting near the treptower park and I ask the question, will I sit far away on the bench if i don't have a carpet to sit on grass. Do I have to torture myself with the cause of not knowing the pleasure of sitting near the river. The unheard noises not the screams or voices the noises because they don't mean anything to us. They are simply noises. That irritates us. Like the group of Swans that comes to me. It appears they were a family, they come close enough and a big swan put the head inside the water and seeing what can i do?

It was the question of trust. Swan says, 'I trust you by putting my head inside the water while my kids where around". Will you trust me. Swan comes closer looking into my eyes to communicate, i was afraid. She does some swan things and i got afraid. it makes me laugh and the people around me too. Swan asks what will i do if i attack you? for what yuo are afraid of?

(Yo somekind of American Slang. I added my twist (Yuo). I learned it newly so as wordsmith i used it.)

It reminds me of little prince. i have to go again to that place at same time to talk. But i dont have time for those things. Particularly I was not aware of it what does Antoine de Saint-Exupéry tries to tell with the fox incident in Little Kid. There is a way to do things. do it as the world does. You are a kid, so you don't know what you are doing. Otherwise kid will do something different.

I have miles to go before I sleep. Even when the Swan song will be great. think thoruhg the times of day and night, while doing that you just forget the wonderful evenings. Days gone by but rather seldomly comes the day. Let's say a night or a evening. Of all the Gin joints in the world she walks into mine. Little did I know she turns my world upside down or downside up. I don't know, something has changed. I think the change is changed. Calmness in the change.

How far you can see and where can you see. Is it that you want to see. Will you miss what is nearby. is it that worth seeing. Those are the questions.

I still have that scale, that tells me, I have still to learn a lot because I have miles to go.