Tribute to the Mama who is breaking for her boys, my prayers for you Mama.
When I want it the most
words don't come easy
Pain, oh the pain
Will it ever stop?
Does it even stop?
This pain is unnecessary
It is not called for
It came at an unexpected time
It's uninvited
How do you hold onto pieces
Pieces of a heart coming apart?
How do you fix it?
Fix something that is entirely broken?
How do you sleep at night?
Knowing that the reason you wake up the next day is gone?
Oh trust, tell me
Tell me how this happened?
Tell me what I did wrong.
What did I do wrong?
Where did I go wrong?
Was I wrong to fall in love
Was I wrong to love?
Was I wrong to trust?
What did I do?
I nurtured
I loved
I cared
I provided
I built
Truly, deeply, wholly, divinely
I did
Now tell me LOVE
Was it too hard to love?
To care?
To build?
To provide?
WAS IS TOO HARD TO JUST......LOVE???
Broken, soaked pillow, heart hanging by a thread, hurting, breathing, mourning, empty!
TRUST, I LOVED YOU, LOYALLY, WHOLEY, FULLY, DIVINELY!
AND YOU BROKE ME,
Broke me inside
My being
My babies
My babies
You broke me
In a way not to be ever mended, helped, recovered
Oh LOVE
What did you do now?
Tribute to the Mama who is breaking, my prayers for you Mama