Spaces In-between: #46

"...we must start at the beginning." He sighs. Taking in a deep breath, in memory that he was the teacher and she was a student. "...before your incarnation, you were assigned a story, a narrative that would be played out by you, in your lifetime. As the result of this very specific story you now embody, you were born to a specific person or persons, who also had their stories handed to them." He continued, "In order that you keep to this narrative you were given a guardian over the apologue." Clearing his throat in pause to see if she was following along. "But, the guardian is not an angel nor is it a demon. It is a thoughtform, an energetic phenomena that keeps you assigned to this psychological narrative. It does this by attaching itself to the most powerful mechanism known to you." waiting to witness her anticipatory gaze. "The subconscious mind." Taking several breaths before he continued, allowing the knowledge to settle in her mind. "The ego is a gatekeeper to each cognitive narrative. It is an entity , a consciousness, a thoughtform. This energetic phenomena and construct was created by a higher level consciousness, not as a direct and creative act of God, more as a consequence or outcome or indirect creation of something else."

Noticing the surprised look on her face, he sat still allowing her time to scribble furiously in her little red notebook. "Now, due to the nature of things being energetic, what happens as one goes through experiences and gathers relationships and ideologies is that one begins to collect various catalysts and gatekeepers apart from the ego. What begins to form are collections of energies that attach to the subject. These energies than begin to act as a whole to than produce greater outcomes than it would be possible otherwise. These systems are therefore linked to specific habits of mind and emotion which extend to ones physical activities. Each of these paths entangle the subject, reinforcing specific patterns. The ego in its intelligence than uses these gatekeepers to align the subject to the story it was created to oversee..."

Stopping to see her facial expressions of a question he knew she would ask, quickly he interrupted the forming of her question, "How does the ego keep you married to this story?" she nodded in response, "Well, child that is the lesson for another day..."