Sound of Life

Who imagined that 90s kids would complete almost 3 decades despite knowing that the world ends in 2012?

Counting your age or days was never so hard when you are stuck and still moving forward with life. This is not to recall whatever happened but to give hope to you that tomorrow will not be the same (obviously). Hoping for a great tomorrow when your actions are not on track with what you desire, not only leaves you frustrated but isolates you even amidst the crowd. Also, the most dangerous pattern is the illusion of walking on the desiring track when to the third parties you seem lost. Well! it is easier to say whatever people think let them, but to the surprise, it affects our energies, and we cannot help but observe our reactions to it.

If somebody would ask how would you treat yourself? I think the worst answer one could give would involve the confusing conversation fillers. It is where the communication will end forever.

And if somebody asks how would you treat your imaginary crush? :D It's not even there in your life yet, and still you would say the most luxurious thoughts.?

Trust me or not this difference makes your life miserable. You need not create a stupid illusion that would bother you in reality. Giving the most to open up your senses is one of a kind investment in yourself. You'll be able to see through opaque people, hear their unvoiced thoughts, feel their emotionless conversation, know when you should talk, and sniff their ignorance.

How many times have you felt special? I'm sure 90% of the time would be when someone else made you feel that. It is true we need motivation and presence and feeling of being important to at least one but it is also true that it makes us worse and dependent. The most digestible resource in a human's life should be the fact of "a lone survival", and many people are quite good at it. It is very much possible and you should never accept the normalized version of people saying you need someone permanent to rely on. Of course, you miss that one person on every occasion, the one with whom you would cherish every small memory, missing is a part of humanization. I just don't get why we have to be like this for our entire lives! I accept every reality coming my way but certain things make you who you are and you just require no involvement, just nothingness. That unsung impression cannot be stolen through words, it is a scar for life. A good scar.

Life is an abstract!

You can perceive only till the potential of your mind's creativity. As soon as somebody appears and shares his thoughts, it's a clash. Suddenly, you start questioning if yours make sense anymore. Here, if you choose to be adamant, you will win through the perception that actually matters.?

People are judged, bullied for their opinions, at least this is what I have faced in my life. But gradually I understood the art of manipulation. Our life needs it badly and you have no choice but to be good at it.?

The other thing that I have experienced till now is being poor in observing only makes you weak in life. You need to be spiritually observant to make a perfect connection. Nowadays, we have started calling this thing "vibe sharing", which comes with very low validity. Honestly, it's something better with the pets.

I have been into switching too many jobs and have come across too many people, it only made me appear as I am expected to be. The reactions have been impulsive most of the time but the journey has been an exciting one, even though I missed so many opportunities to outperform myself, here I am sitting in peace and enjoying the process.

I do not carry the pressure of being too much if that's who I am. There is no harm in keeping yourself above others, and sometimes you measure every action to stay cautious from hurting anyone. A mix-up of everything is what makes the original YOU.

To what extent have you felt vulnerable in life, which at last changed you into someone who does not share the boundaries anymore? And still, you keep your hopes up that someone would thrash inside and amaze you with everything soulful. I never liked the idea of surprises until unexpected things happened, it feels so un-heavy. There are no boundaries of how people would express themselves to you. So, there's no point panicking over their messed-up heads or constant background checks. It is up to them for making confessions, and if you don't matter you don't.?

I don't understand the concept of humans being so extra emotional to small things and depending on something hopeful to survive. It is very complicated to think so much and speak very little or not at all. Also, you'll rarely find someone who gets your silence. Though I have always had a self-centred attitude in my imagination, in reality, it has been simply the opposite. How can you unsee what you see! Definitely, you can create what you want to see and live in that zone for as much as eternity.

You need not stay prepared and poised every time, it's fine to not look at the watch when you don't feel like it, it's okay to open up to a complete stranger and never meet him again, it's so all right to loosen up the game even when you're winning, so what if people are judging, it's all right to expect a little, it's amazing to appreciate the bad things, it is beautiful to have scars, and it is really okay to portray the real you. Maybe something that matters is what lies within you and is waiting to come next. The only thing that you need to hear for peace is the sound of life. It is the most vacuum form and comes raw. Stop molding it with the influenced mindset and be free. It is what it is!

Nobody knows what might happen the next second so, with the thought of staying conscious and alive in every action, I roll over 2021. I'm sure you might have different thoughts and would love to hear some. I am a good listener! ;)

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