Some days I feel old and grey

Hmm. Every body has grey days, today was mine. I have worked very hard on all my television enterprises. I believe I am very professional and always put myself out for broadcasters many who seek my commentaries at the last moment. I was asked by BBC World News to comment on Diana's letters being sold on Thursday. I did not ask for my normal fee, I had to change my whole Sky platform programme to facilitate, and had two hours preparation. All I asked was a clip from the broadcast for my personal files, I always go through any live broadcast afterwards. to constantly review my performance. Three days and constant texts and emails, still no clip. This effects me personally and professionally I do my best for people I expect the same..... its simple. So today has been a bad day. I never have this problem with Sky or any other show I work on, and so you can imagine how I feel about the BBC, who I have done a lot of work with over the years.