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So I have a chance...

Mariya Chacko

ACCA student, BCom Finance and Taxation

发布日期: 2024年12月7日

For the past three months, it was a hard time for me to get in. There were some moments when I thought about quitting everything.. why should I do it, it's not worth it, I should have done something better, how could I choose a wrong decision... the list will be a long one...

The moment when the mind is full of self-doubt when the line in front of you suddenly disappears, you don't know where to start, which one should take, or where you went wrong, anything at all. Everything you had was a stained mirror which makes the sight blur.

I had problems with my decision about attending the master's and continuing ACCA. The past three months, the stress was huge... the questions from your family, the moment you were questioned about your honesty, financial difficulties in accomplishing your dream, social anxiety, first internal, second internal, first semester and last ACCA PM paper exams... The time I had was so little that made me go crazy.

There was a time when I couldn't cry and had to endure everything in silence. I was on the edge of losing my mind. Then I found something that says "Surely there is a future, and your hope will not be cut off" (Proverbs 23:18). Many of you can interpret it in your own way. The way these sentences talk to me was comforting. It gave me peace, hope, and courage which I needed badly.

The first thing that came to my mind was 'so I have a chance'. It helped me to complete my semester exams. Removing self-doubt and preparing your mind to prepare for the exam is very important to attend the exam well. It was the only sentence which led me to study for my ACCA PM paper exam.

Now I'm done with all the exams, now I'm sure about my decisions, now I am not bothered about others thinking about me and my doings... I believe in myself like I did in my past.