A snippet of my forthcoming book, "Indicted Loyalty Convicted Logic.
Indicted Loyalty Convicted Logic
An entrepreneurial true story about unwavering loyalty to stakeholders despite the perplexing aspects of human nature.
It was a typical Friday morning, the kind where routine wrapped itself around every familiar object, every mundane sound. I sat at the dining room table, a sturdy piece of white wood we had carefully chosen, its pristine surface guarded by a placemat to prevent scratches. My back was turned to the window, shielding myself from the sun's glare. The staircase to my left buzzed subtly with activity—my kids were upstairs, their laughter and playful shouts mingling with the sounds of their favorite video game. Suddenly, a loud protest erupted; clearly, my daughter had beaten her younger brother at a game, sparking his dramatic reaction. I smiled slightly, momentarily distracted by their playful banter. Today, however, these ordinary sounds would soon mark the calm before the storm I never anticipated.
The phone was resting next to me, silent but imposing. Days had passed with unsettling silence from the state of Delaware, leaving me uneasy. My heart had an unsettled rhythm, a quiet premonition of trouble. Driven by uncertainty, I pushed the buttons for area code 302, the prosecutor's office in Wilmington, Delaware.
The investigator answered the one I remember from a friendly conversation months ago. A conversation I regret. A conversation in which I should have had legal counsel.
This is a conversation that, after I would come to realize, innocence or guilt is very subjective and fluid.
A chilling laughter filled my ears when he realized who I was. It wasn't a chuckle of casual amusement; it was cold, calculated cruelty. "Well, we got you," he said, his voice light yet cutting. "You've been indicted, and any moment now, a knock at your door from your local police department will take you in. Funny, it's a Friday, so you're going to spend all weekend in jail."
My heart crashed through my chest. The investigator's laughter haunted me, ringing repeatedly like a sinister echo. I remained seated, immobile yet pulsating with adrenaline. My body felt encased, trapped—like waking up in a coffin, desperate to break free but utterly unable to move. Panic surged through my limbs, adrenaline sizzling beneath my skin.
I was bewildered, naive about the meaning of the words he'd just spoken. 'Indicted.' What did that even mean? In a surreal act of desperation, I quickly Googled the word. The search confirmed my fear: indicted meant arrested. Arrested remotely—who knew such a thing was even possible? I'd always imagined arrests happening dramatically, like scenes on television. Yet, here I sat, apparently under arrest by phone, waiting for my reality to align with this grim revelation.
The investigator’s laughter persisted in my memory, cruelly celebrating the timing: “Funny, it’s Friday, you'll spend all weekend in jail.”
Overwhelmed, I stood, legs trembling beneath me. In an automatic response, I ascended the stairs, forcing myself forward despite the heavy weight pressing me down. My children were still engrossed in their game, oblivious to the gravity unfolding below. My wife was there, confusion clouding her eyes as I broke the news, "Evidently, I've been indicted. I'm not quite sure what to do right now. I was told they could come to take me away at any minute."
We exchanged stunned glances, communicating volumes without words. We’d sacrificed so much trying to save the company, to protect those around us. Yet, somehow, accountability had fallen solely upon me. Anguish blurred logic, betrayal mixing painfully with bewilderment.
Feeling profoundly vulnerable, I sought guidance. Ironically, my first call wasn't to a criminal lawyer—I dialed a real estate attorney named Dan, a contact from a recent networking event. By now, I have no legal protection, let alone guidance. It is insane that the attorneys I paid thousands of dollars to make sure all was by the books were now involved with throwing the books at me.
Dan's voice brought unexpected warmth, his confusion evident when he said, "You know I'm a real estate attorney, right?" The absurdity briefly pierced through the tension, and we both laughed—a brief reprieve from the suffocating seriousness.
Without hesitation, Dan advised urgency. "If you don't want to spend the weekend in jail, get in your car and go somewhere. Let me make a few calls. I'll get back to you."
My body surged into action. Telling my wife that I had to leave but withholding details to protect her from being burdened with lying, I fled the house. Initially envisioning myself in a seedy motel room, hidden somewhere along Route 73 in Mt. Laurel, I instead ended up sitting anxiously in my car outside a Dunkin' Donuts. I stared at my cell phone, immobilized once again, as waves of uncertainty surged within me. It was ironic—I couldn't recall another moment I'd been so close to Dunkin' Donuts without craving coffee, yet that day, coffee was the last thing on my mind.
The phone rang again, breaking the spell of anxiety. It was Dan, now a lifeline, offering a crucial referral. “Call Jonathan,” he urged. “He’ll help you.” Those words, simple yet powerful, were a beacon in the storm. They resonated deeply because, amidst the chaos and fear, someone had reached out to help unconditionally.
Moments later, Jonathan answered immediately, his voice calm and reassuring. He spoke with clarity, compassion emanating through his words. He had already contacted the prosecutor in Delaware, highlighting the urgency and narrowly avoiding an arrest that would've landed me in jail for the weekend.
Jonathan reassured me I wasn't seen as a threat—words I never imagined hearing in the context of my own life.
His kindness contrasted sharply with the investigator’s cruelty. This emotional dichotomy was profound. Jonathan’s compassion was a vivid reminder of human decency amidst despair. His instructions were clear: Go home, rest, and meet him first thing Monday morning.
The adrenaline slowly subsided as reality sank in. Relief and exhaustion intertwined as I returned home. The sounds of video games and children's laughter had quieted, replaced by a heavy, anxious silence. My children were there, sensing something was wrong, yet unaware of the depth of my turmoil. My daughter's gentle inquiry about my well-being brought me back momentarily, and instinctively, I shielded her from my confusion, if not outright despair.
Walking upstairs to relay the day's turmoil to my wife, my memory faded into a fog. Details vanished into emotional exhaustion, save for fragments of disbelief and gratitude for Jonathan's immediate kindness. From that evening until my drive Monday morning to Wilmington, Delaware, my recollection remains a blur, punctuated only by intermittent flashes of clarity.
On Monday, clarity slowly returned with each mile toward Jonathan's office. It was a 50-mile drive. Time passed so fast. I knew that while I was in the car, I was safe. I also knew that the second I left the comfort of my vehicle, my world would never be the same.
Sitting across from my new friend, recounting the devastating phone call, my gratitude deepened. Jonathan laid out a clear, practical strategy, offering reassurance that felt incredibly powerful after days of uncertainty. I couldn't fathom how I'd ended up relying on a stranger's generosity, kindness, and professional empathy. But I was immeasurably grateful.
The case unfolded with complexity and frequent pain in the following months and years. However, that Friday remained vividly etched in my mind—especially the stark contrast between two phone calls: one filled with cruelty and dark pleasure, the other brimming with compassion and hope.
Reflecting on this experience taught me powerful lessons about human nature, integrity, resilience, and the invaluable strength drawn from unexpected allies. It reinforced my belief that empathy is not a weakness but a cornerstone of authentic leadership and professional excellence.