SHOULD I BE SOFT OR HARD...? I FEEL LIKE I’VE “DRIVEN” MYSELF CRAZY OVER TIME...
Jess Clair
Head of Growth ??Product Innovation Specialist ??Go-To-Market Specialist ?? App Development ?? Platform Development ??Product Development ??AI ??
I go go go... and then I stop.... if i keep busy... working hard and getting shit done... I’ll create everything i want!!!
I create create create and then i stop. I failed.
Even with all this “coaching and development” training in being present I forget that no matter how much I understand about myself there is still no “arrival” to some destination...
“Level 10... Enlightenment. You are all sorted. Now you can live on the beach, drink cocktails, have lots of wild sex and manifest money in your account by staying in pleasure state... then i live happily ever after”.
Truth is what I have actually been thinking is ...
???? trips to the beach comes to an end don’t bother
???? Drinking too many cocktails only leads to hangover and numb brain.
???? Wild sex ... is anyone really having wild amazing wild sex with anyone over a long period of time?
???? Relationships never work anyway (can’t trust humans to actual commit to much)
???? No one can really stay in pleasure state over time either surely!
HA!
We seemed to be wired to convince ourselves that great stuff ain’t possible... particularly at the first sign of failure.
I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THE SAME BS WONDERING WHY IS KEEPS HAPPENING ????
What if....
I actually told myself everyday that I could create a life I love, peaceful and graceful full of everything i really wanted.
What would happen if i started orientating myself around the possibility pleasure, grace and love?
What if anyone that wrote on this post “yeah good one Jess” or even those that silently sneered at this and never posted anything, actually considered HOW MUCH YOU TELL YOURSELF THINGS AREN’T POSSIBLE (yet saying you believe anything is possible)???
I realised just how much i did this again today... AND considered what would it take to interrupt?
What would you do if you never listened to your itty bitty shitty committee voice in your head ever again??
COMMENT WHAT YOU WOULD REALLY HAVE IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU COULD?