Sharing My Truth As I Step Into God’s Will For My Life

The more I heal my father wound, the more I realize there is a hole I didn’t know was there before, specifically regarding being taken care of.

I wonder if my father had been around & protected me, would I have been romantically involved with women. #nojudgement

So much happened as a child from the streets. I became unable to distinguish what was a reaction, a choice, or just biology.

No regrets.

Just sharing my truth as I step into God’s will for my life. I’m clear my destiny is calling & coming, rapidly, into material form.

I don’t doubt me.

I don’t doubt life.

I don’t doubt God.??

This is already done & I’m just letting myself dream. What would it feel like to be chosen?

All of me?

For real?

What would it feel like to be loved, cherished by a Black Man (my father was a Black Man, so in my daydreams I wonder what it would feel like to be loved to such a degree by a black man who would be willing to kill for me, like my father. #longstory)

What would it feel like to be chosen, cherished & nurtured by a Black Man who was WAY more wealthy than I am? I’ve always been the provider in all of my relationships. I’ve NEVER been taken care of financially.

I’m making room energetically for such a love. I guess I’m letting myself dream. I’m not doing a thing about any of this right now, I’m busy memorizing my lines!

If anything is possible, then it’s ok to dream about a love that has, for the entity of my existence, been worse than impossible. It’s been none existent.

The “absence as a presence” of my father didn’t leave a void. Ground was never broken so a void could be created.

I’m not talking about sex or politics. I’m taking about my father.

Thanks for witnessing… & listening… & reading - & I hope, that I will see you on the Tour.

We'll talk about this & much more… We'll talk about our fathers & how that relationship is critical if YOU want to step into your destiny.

Get in the room sis, you need to be there to not only witness but to experience that part of you might be hiding in a hole too?

I love you,

Dr. Venus

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