Service to humankind is service to God

My own journey from blind faith in god to access of God through humanity and law of karma ...I am born and brought up in a middle class Hindu family and like any middle class Hindu family, there were certain rituals, daily routine which I would see every one in the family and neighbours would do nd follow...First thing, as soon as they will get up, will take bath and pray for sometime without eating anything.....in order to make the prayer more complete certain ingredient would be prerequisite like Diya, agarbatti, Ghanti, sankh, pushp, Chandan, tika, rice, prasad etc...looking at everyone around, I also started following these rituals and would do pooja every morning without fail though had several deeper unanswered inquiry... at the age of 14, moved to Delhi for my secondary & college and for almost everything in life started taking independent decision... got interested in other religion and God and started going to Mosque on Friday, church and gurudwara on Sunday frequently...during the same period have had few experiences which kind of forced me to start asking some deeper question... some of partial experiences are like VIP pass to go to inside temple, conditional donation, Bhagwan mujhe ye de doge tho main itna charawa karuga or similar kind of contract with God....any amount of donation to god is fine but reluctance or complete refusal to share part of it with ppl who needed money most for like Next meal forget about education and health...Bhagwan pe prasad chara ke taking the prasad home nd if any hungry beggars outside asking for part of it....seeing those facial expression/reaction are like created real deep impact...nd most importantly every one goes to these places to ask for something and most importantly for self... one day I went to church in Jharkhand nd heard father talking bad about other religion and looking down upon after that in fact stopped going to that place forever...same experience I have had while going to Mosque and gurudwara which intentionally I am Not writing or explaining...after having gone thru this kind of experiences over a period of time very often, got more disillusioned and appeared like there is competition there as well....meri kameez tumhare kameez se jyada safed hai... fighting debating nd in the race of my god is superior than ur god...

I am convinced now, If there is any God, access to God would be Human and humanity... law of Karma is real dharma above all...service to humankind with purest intent is service to GOD...

I have also seen many ppl God fearing and every week going to temple church Mosque gurudwara... looks like mostly weekly pay off... if not followed, things may become topsy turvy or God May become angry...divine and fear doesn’t go hand in hand... nd any one goes there either with fear or need/wish it will definitely not bring in well being...finding the root cause and going deeper will be more helpful rather taking a flight under the name of God...

Ultimately everyone has to die one day so why to have fear... rather create the bucket list nd do whatever u wanted to do... so dealing with this dilemma is in our own hand nd I have learned it hard way...

We as country have more than Million temple, Mosque, church, gurudwara with over 100 billion dollars spend every year and if these places and resources will be used in the service of humanity by way of converting them into school, colleges etc coupled with channelising other resources for school fees, meals for hungry nd poor...we all be happy and eventually GOD will also happy