Seeking My Serial Killer

It was her brother I met first, we you went to TAFE together. He was always able to make us laugh. He was able to turn anything into a joke, we have some fond memories together. We also worked together post TAFE for a period.

To be honest I can’t remember where we met, I know she would. I do remember our first kiss, it was in Starlight’s at Panthers. I was sitting in her lap and she had her arms around me. Of, course we were drunk, but that didn’t matter. We stared into in each other eyes like the rest of the world didn’t exist for a moment. Her lips were like silk and her smile lit up the room and my world.

We had other moments, pinning her up against a wall to press my lips against her spontaneously, she never put up a fight, she just smiled more.

The last time I saw her was at her 21st, thirteen and half years ago I think. I hope I’m right. The number makes sense to me, but I could be wrong.

So, the moment I got scared was at her brothers 21st, this was before her birthday. Did I mention she was a twin, except I only ever had eyes, for her. She was the first twin I could tell who, was who, straight away. There was just something about her. Back to being scared. At that party her mum came up to me and just stood beside me, then she spoke, “You like one of my daughters, you better Look after her” How did she know, was it that obvious? What else did Mum know? Did she like me too, obviously the kissing wasn’t clear enough, for me. Or was it something else. Was it that I knew I wasn’t ready for her or that she wasn’t ready for me, that’s what we think now. Hindsight.

So, I got scared, her Mum, could see straight through me, I did what I always did best and ran away.

There is a lot more to those reasons why I would always run, but it doesn’t matter now.

 So we crossed paths again just before Christmas, she is as Amazing as ever and we just get each other, we were made from same mould, except I got the shorter mould.

The circumstances are not ideal, but then again they are perfect. I’m ready for her and for us. I’ve left my past behind me, the things that haunted me back when we first met, the things that would of ruined us. I’m just a boy again, standing in front of a girl. I’ve only got one question for her, is it Yes or No.

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Luke.