Scribblings

There is a connection with the universe that sometimes feels bizarre to me… an awareness that is quite beautiful… designed to support our growth… our elevation of why we are here… to experience the “I am that I am”… a love of self and humanity that knows no bounds. Within our experience, there are threads of sweetness woven with threads of sorrow, creating a mosaic of emotions and lessons that define our journey. It's in the bittersweet moments that we find the most profound truths about ourselves and the world around us. It's in acknowledging this bittersweet reality that we learn to savor every moment, embracing both the light and the shadows that dance within our souls.

Ahh, but what is love really? A question I have pondered for years and written quite extensively about in my books. I believe love is an eternal dance with the universe, it transcends time and space. It's a force that defies logic, enduring beyond the fading of stars and the passing of ages. It's an energy that lingers in the echoes of memories, even when the ones we cherish are no longer by our side. Even as the universe expands and evolves, the teachings of love remain constant, a guiding light in our ever-changing times.

What do we do when we are unaware of the beauty of this gift, when we are not fully present, when love is challenged, when love is lost? The echoes of lost love can vibrate within the chambers of our heart, haunting us with the memories of what once was and leaving us with daunting questions. It can drive you to think you’re crazy.?Walking down the street, looking into the eyes of passerby’s, searching for traces of lost souls in the faces of strangers. Sometimes in those weird esoteric moments I hear the universe whisper: “this is a testament to the depth of our longing and the resilience of hope. Love is real. Welcome to your soul. The time to explore is now. Some connections are meant to be felt, not found.” Therefore, in our search for peace, we will come to realize that true healing lies not in finding a replacement, but in embracing the void left behind, for it's in our scars that we find the beauty of our humanity… the reason for our being… the purpose of each breath we take.

As awareness of this soul search seeps in, and in the quiet surrender of letting go, we begin to search for the elusive answers we seek. This search is not linear, and I assure you, challenging at best. It will shake you and can bring up a darkness within, sometimes cloaked as control and attachment. It's in releasing our grip on certainty that we open ourselves to the infinite possibilities of the universe. For in the absence of resistance, the answers we seek flow effortlessly into our consciousness, like a gentle stream finding its course.

This also doesn’t happen overnight. The see saw of emotional contrast forces the realization that it’s okay not to be okay. There are many days I still don’t feel okay but I stay grounded, searching, discovering new beautiful territory within my soul.?It’s okay not to know the answers. That’s part of the process. It feels like a step towards what I like to call soul reunification.?Embracing the unknown is an act of humility, a recognition of the vastness of the universe and the limitations of our understanding. It's in the acceptance of our ignorance that we find the freedom to explore, to question, and to grow. For true wisdom lies not in having all the answers, but in the courage to ask the questions that lead us ever closer to the truth.?

I think I’m discovering the importance of embracing change and surrendering to the flow of the universe. Life's ever-shifting currents often challenge us to find peace amidst chaos. It's a process of acceptance, of letting go of our need for control, even when our actions are subconscious. Through this surrender, answers and solutions reveal themselves over time. Embracing the natural rhythm of life becomes a journey toward peace and clarity, a realization that control is an illusion in the grand scheme of the universe.

Change is the only constant in life, a truth as immutable as the stars themselves. As we navigate life's ever-shifting currents, acceptance becomes our greatest ally. Surrendering to the flow of the universe allows us to find peace amidst the chaos, opening ourselves to infinite possibilities beyond our understanding.

What follows in the remainder of this article are scribblings and learnings from this search. Partial thoughts written at random inspired moments, never glued together until now. Perhaps they are ordinary thoughts that can be generally applied to love and the coming home to your inner being. Perhaps they are unique to my own travels. I’m not sure. What I do know is I have not shared from this part of my soul in a very long time, and I’m being called to do so. I’m not sure why. Perhaps someone needs to read it. Maybe it is for my own healing. Maybe it’s an answer to those nights my heart feels utterly broken and nobody sees or hears my pain. Or maybe the universe is just messing with me. Lol. I’m not even sure if this will flow or make sense, but I offer my insights up for collective sharing.?

When the roots run deep, the winds of change hold no power.

In the depths of my being, I discover the strength to weather life's storms. It's through nurturing deep roots of resilience and self-awareness that I find the courage to remain steadfast in the face of adversity. When anchored in my truth, I stand unwavering, untouched by the chaos that swirls around me. This rings especially true when I immerse myself in the energy of higher consciousness love... a rare gift that becomes an integral part of my soul's essence, transcending any external influences. With roots firmly planted within the soil of my being, I gain the stability to face life's challenges without fear. It's within the depths of my soul that I unearth the resilience to endure, the wisdom to flourish, and the hope to persevere.

But how do I achieve this profound sense of self-mastery and balance amidst life's ever-shifting tides? How do I fully embrace my inner light and shadow, striving for true wholeness? Developing such depth requires a sturdy foundation... a foundation built upon strength, resilience, and an unwavering commitment to self-discovery. How do I uncover this inner stability and equilibrium, embodying the principles of self-mastery and balance?

Self-mastery reveals itself through a journey that spans a lifetime, a quest for harmony amidst life's ceaseless motion. By embracing my inherent duality... acknowledging both light and shadow... I pave the path toward genuine wholeness. By honoring the union of opposites within myself, I discover equilibrium amid the chaos, ultimately unlocking the door to my own liberation.

All I need is a little thought of you in my day to make me smile.

Love is truly magical, an ever-transforming force that brings comfort to our souls in the quiet moments of reflection. It's in these simple gestures of remembrance that we keep the flame of connection alive, bridging the gap between past and present, absence and presence. Even the briefest thought or memory, when infused with respect for spiritual energy, has the power to ignite joy within our hearts and illuminate the truth that surrounds us. These moments, though fleeting, are never truly gone or forgotten. They hold profound meaning, reminding us of the beauty of human connection and the divine blessing of God’s hand.

As I embark on the journey of self-discovery, I come face to face with the realization that true empowerment originates from within. It's a deep acknowledgment of our inherent sovereignty, our capacity to shape our destinies through the choices we make. Like a skilled captain navigating the vast ocean, we are the masters of our own journey, steering towards the shores of our highest potential. Embracing this awareness fills me with a renewed sense of purpose and direction, propelling me forward on the winds of possibility.

In the intricate dance of life, I am captivated by the symphony of interconnectedness, where each note played echoes our shared humanity. Just as a single thought or gesture has the power to uplift and empower, so too do our choices sculpt the trajectory of our destiny. It's in this understanding that I embrace my sovereignty, navigating the ebb and flow of existence with grace and intention. Standing at the helm of my own ship, I am liberated, knowing that I possess the power to shape my reality and sail towards the shores of my dreams.

Reflecting on my journey of self-discovery, I am reminded of the profound impact that small gestures and moments of introspection can have. In these quiet contemplative moments, hidden truths are revealed, and the potential for growth and transformation is unlocked. Just as a single thought can illuminate our path and fill our hearts with joy, our reflections can serve as beacons of hope and inspiration to others on their own quests. May these insights offer comfort and guidance to all who seek to delve deeper into their souls, reminding them of the boundless potential within.

With each step along the path of self-discovery, new insights and revelations unfold, shaping our understanding of ourselves and the world. These reflections, born from the depths of our soul-searching, serve as guiding lights, illuminating the path forward with their wisdom and clarity. As I continue this journey, I pray I can trust in the transformative power of my thoughts and intentions, allowing my inner wisdom to lead me ever closer to the truth.

Patience unveils profound depths and whispers of spiritual significance.

In the depths of waiting, I've learned that patience is not just about staying idle; it's about placing my trust in the unfolding of divine timing. Each moment arrives precisely when it's meant to, orchestrated by the universe's grand design. Despite the uncertainties and the urge to rush forward, I've come to understand that everything aligns perfectly in its own time and sequence. It's in these quiet interludes of waiting that I nurture resilience and faith in the unseen workings of life.

Trusting in divine timing requires surrendering my need for control, allowing life to flow naturally without resistance. It's a profound act of releasing the grip on the reins and embracing the unknown with open arms, knowing that the universe holds my best interests at heart. Even when the path seems obscured or progress appears slow, I hold fast to the belief that there's a higher purpose guiding each step of the journey. In love, in health, in abundance... every aspect of life unfolds according to a greater plan, beyond my comprehension in this moment.

Over time, I've come to realize that having patience isn't just a virtue; it's a profound lesson in faith and trust. It's a testament to the resilience of the human spirit, a reminder that sometimes the greatest growth occurs in the spaces between action and outcome. Through the twists and turns of my journey, I've learned to lean into the process of life, to surrender to its rhythm, and to trust that each moment carries me closer to my highest good.

When you found someone that makes you feel the same way music does, you know you have found someone special.

Ah, the essence and obsession of my playlists, each melody a thread woven into the stories of my existence, anchoring me to moments of profound beauty. With every song, I find myself soaring to heights beyond imagination, carried by the euphoric notes to realms of rare air and boundless wonder. These melodies are more than mere music; they are gateways to the magic and miracle of human connection, each chord resonating with the rhythm of life itself. In each of my books, every chapter begins with a song lyric... an anchor to the story about to unfold.

In the grand symphony of existence, there are souls whose presence is like a familiar melody, intertwining with mine in perfect harmony. It's in their company that I discover a resonance that transcends words, a connection that speaks directly to the depths of my being. In those timeless moments, I catch a glimpse of my true self reflected in their eyes, finding peace, and belonging in the shared melody of life. Their embrace is a sweet refrain that echoes long after the song has faded into silence.

To me, music is more than just sound; it's the language of the soul, a profound expression of love that speaks directly to the heart. Each song carries with it a deeply personal significance, evoking emotions and memories that resonate within me. It's through music that I find solace, healing, and connection, allowing me to relive cherished moments and bask in the euphoria of life's rich blessings. And yes, I'll admit, there are times when I'm selfish, craving not just a fleeting moment but the entire concert of life's beauty captured in a single song.

Every thought you have is a message you send to the universe…?

Every morning and every night, I engage in a sacred dialogue with Source energy that pulses through the universe. Throughout the day, I strive to remain attuned to this cosmic energy, listening for its whispers in the stillness of my soul. Over time, I've come to understand that our thoughts are not mere fleeting whispers; they are powerful vibrations that ripple across the vast expanse of existence, shaping the very fabric of reality.

In the gentle currents of our thoughts, we hold the power to co-create our destiny, to mold our lives according to the prescriptions of our deepest desires. Each intention we harbor, each word we speak, sends out waves of energy that vibrate throughout the cosmos, drawing to us the manifestations of our dreams. Our thoughts are prayers, echoing across the universe and calling forth the abundant blessings that await us.

At the core of this cosmic dance lies the universal language of love, the sacred thread that weaves through all of creation. With every thought infused with love, we become active participants in the grand tapestry of existence, shaping a reality that reflects the infinite depths of our hearts' desires.

Journeying through the maze of our emotions is a profound experience, filled with both challenges and triumphs. It beckons us to explore the depths of our innermost selves, to embrace the full spectrum of human experience with open arms. In this embrace, we unlock the transformative power within us, altering the raw materials of our lives into the golden essence of wisdom and understanding.

Central to this alchemy is the profound recognition of our own vibrational frequency, the subtle energies that flow through every fiber of our being. Like delicate threads woven into the intricate tapestry of our existence, these energies shape the very current of our reality, guiding us along the sacred journey of our soul's evolution. As I delve deeper into this understanding, I am humbled by the interconnectedness of all things, by the intricate dance of energy that permeates every aspect of our lives. It is through the alchemy of our emotions, through the tender embrace of our deepest feelings, that we transform the darkness of despair into the luminous light of love. In these moments of profound transformation, my path is illuminated with the radiant glow of hope and possibility, forging ahead on my journey with courage and conviction.

I never knew how much I could love or the capacity of love until I delved into its depths. The lessons were tremendous beyond belief.

Love is a profound journey of self-discovery, a sacred unveiling of the limitless depths of our heart.?It's in the embrace of love's lessons that we find the courage to expand our capacity for empathy, compassion, and understanding. It opens windows to the universe that are not known to exist.?Before delving into its depths, I never truly comprehended the vast expanse of love's capacity or the magnitude of its teachings. Each lesson, each moment shared, has been a revelation beyond measure. Prior to seeing the truth, I only thought I knew. In fact, I was blind… and lost.?

There are many types of love… many layers, and I truly believe in this universe you can love more than one person. The love I’m reflecting on at this moment is the once in a lifetime collision kind of love… the one that makes you take a deep breath of relief because your soul has found home. It is this type of love that propels you onto a path that is beautiful, breathtaking, and bumpy all at once. In the tender embrace of this type of love, the universe provides a strong invitation to delve deeper into the recesses of our soul, to unearth the treasures hidden within. It's through love's gentle whispers and fierce storms alike that we learn to navigate the complexities of human emotion, to cultivate empathy, compassion, and understanding… an opportunity to peel back the layers of your own darkness, revealing an awareness that indeed you are worthy of such a magnificent love.

These lessons of love are not always easy, for they require vulnerability, courage, and an openness of spirit. They can feel quite painful at times. Yet, it's in the crucible of love's trials that we find our greatest strength, our deepest resilience. Each obstacle, each challenge becomes an opportunity for growth, for transformation, as we journey ever closer to the essence of our inner being.

I have come to embrace the lessons of love with an open heart, knowing that each experience I had, each encounter and moment that’s etched in my memory, has brought me closer to the truth of who I am and the depth of my capacity to love. For in the energy of love's unfolding, I find my soul's truest expression, my most authentic self… the?ME?I love deeply. The me when I’m with you.?

Love is a state of being. It’s an energy. Everyone has it. Everyone desires it. It surrounds us. It immerses us. It is everything.

Love is more than just a feeling… it's a fundamental aspect of our existence, an energy that flows through every fiber of our being. It's the heartbeat of the universe, the very essence of life itself. We are all born with the capacity to love, and it's a force that surrounds us, enveloping us in its warmth and light.

In the dance of giving and receiving love, we discover our true purpose. Love is not just something we feel; it's who we are at our core. It's through love that we connect with others, with the world around us, and with our own souls. It's in the moments of love's embrace that we glimpse the divine within ourselves and others, recognizing the sacredness of all existence.

Love is the thread that weaves through the million and one moments of our lives, binding us together in a web of connection and understanding. It's in the quiet moments of tenderness, the shared laughter, the intimate conversations, and the gentle touch that we experience the fullness of love's power. And in the embrace of love's boundless presence, we find the courage to be fully ourselves, to embrace our own divinity, and to shine our light brightly in the world.

It’s okay to be sensitive. That’s what happens when you have magic in your heart.

I used to think my sensitivity was my greatest weakness, but I now know it is my superpower. I’m proud of how tuned in I am emotionally. Embracing sensitivity is not a flaw but a blessing… a testament to the depth of our emotional capacity and the magic that resides within our hearts. I love with all I am and not from a wound or because I think I must, but because “I am that I am.” It's through our sensitivity that we connect with the world around us on a profound level, feeling its joys and sorrows as if they were our own.

Our sensitivity allows us to empathize with others, to understand their pain, and to celebrate their triumphs. It's a gift that enables us to forge deep and have meaningful connections, to see beyond the surface and into the soul of another. This leads to precious transformative moments. Moments that have given me the greatest joy in life.

In a world that often celebrates strength over vulnerability, it's important to remember that sensitivity is a source of strength in its own right. It takes courage to open ourselves up to the world, to feel deeply, and to love wholeheartedly. A lot of courage is needed to stand in your truth, and it takes even more love and sensitivity when the energy of others is not aligned to your open way of loving. It's through embracing our sensitivity that we unlock the true magic of our hearts, allowing us to navigate life's journey with grace, compassion, and authenticity.

Sharing music is a love language. Buying you coffee is a love language. Giving you space is a love language. Working on myself to be a better me for me and ultimately a better me for you is, in fact, a love language. It’s all love, and nobody creates the space more for me wanting to express it than you do.

Love shows up and is expressed in so many little ways. It is a symphony of gestures, a silent language that speaks volumes without the need for words. It's in the simple acts of kindness and thoughtfulness that we express the depths of our affection and care. Whether it's sharing music that resonates with our souls that you wish to gift another soul with, buying a cup of coffee to brighten someone's day, or giving them the space they need, or requested, to grow and thrive, each action is a testament to the infinite nature of love.?

In the quiet moments of connection, we find the true essence of love's language. It's in the way we listen without judgment, offer support without hesitation, and strive to become the best versions of ourselves not only for our own sake but for the ones we hold dear. It’s supporting the desire that you wish your loved ones to be the best versions of themselves as well. For love is not just a feeling… it's a commitment, a choice we make every day to honor and cherish those we hold close to our hearts.

And in the dance of love's expression, no one creates a more welcoming space for us to share our hearts than those who love us unconditionally. Their presence, their understanding, and their unwavering support create a sanctuary in which our love can flourish and grow. It's in their acceptance of who we are, flaws and all, that we find the courage to be vulnerable, to open ourselves up to love's transformative power.

There are what people often refer to as "main" love languages, different ways we naturally express and receive love. For me, it's always been about giving gifts and indulging in romance... I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. But lately, I've been contemplating where to draw the line. I've realized that my expression of love might sometimes be too demonstrative, perhaps crossing boundaries without even realizing it, albeit with the purest intentions. So, I've made a conscious effort to dial it back, to pause and reflect until I can better understand where that line truly lies. I've been striving to embrace love in all its forms, recognizing that it's the small acts of kindness and empathy that forge connections beyond time and space. I'm a work in progress, continuously evolving and ascending. Ultimately, I remain steadfast in my belief that the love we give and receive is what enriches and beautifies our lives, defining the very essence of our existence.

Not all love stories have happy endings, but it doesn’t mean you don’t have happiness. Remember, everything ain’t always what it seems. There’s a story behind the story. Always. Just look in the mirror… happiness is staring right back.

Happiness, I've come to realize, isn't something we find in external circumstances but rather a state of being that originates from within. While external experiences can certainly enhance our joy, the true source of happiness lies deep within ourselves. Discovering true love has been an enlightening journey for me, one that has illuminated the spaces in between the moments of life. It has shown me that happiness is not a destination to be reached but a continuous journey to be embraced. It's the inner light that radiates from our souls, brightening even the darkest corners of our existence.

In the flow of life, not every moment unfolds as we expect or hope for. Yet, within every twist and turn lies the opportunity for a new beginning, a fresh chapter waiting to be written. It's in embracing the unpredictability of our narrative that we find the courage to craft our own story. Because true happiness isn't determined by the final chapter of our tale but by the way we choose to inhabit each moment along the way, infusing each page with love, gratitude, and authenticity. Perhaps my story is just beginning, or perhaps I have experienced the best that I could ever imagine. I believe it’s the latter, but one can never tell. At the end of the day, all I know is I am blessed beyond words.

We need stability after our own self-inflicted emotional whiplash.

During this tumultuous journey, my soul often feels like a ship tossed on stormy seas, it’s very core shaken by the relentless waves of uncertainty. It's a journey marked by restlessness, by the relentless questioning of everything I thought I knew about myself and the world around me. And yet, amidst the chaos and confusion, I've come to see this turbulence as a necessary catalyst for growth. It's as if the universe has orchestrated this dance of highs and lows to push me beyond my comfort zone, to challenge me to confront the deepest parts of my being.

As the storm clouds begin to part, revealing rays of sunlight peeking through the darkness, I find myself reflecting on the hidden wisdom nestled within the heart of the tempest. It's been a journey fraught with moments of despair and doubt, where I've felt the urge to scream, cry, and question every fiber of my existence. And yet, in the aftermath of the storm, I find a sense of peace and clarity that I never knew existed.

True stability, I've come to realize, cannot be found in the external world, with its ever-shifting sands and momentary pleasures. Instead, it resides in the eternal sanctuary of my own divine essence. It's a journey that has taught me the importance of finding balance within myself, of cultivating a sense of inner peace and tranquility that transcends the chaos of the outside world. And while the path to this inner equilibrium may be fraught with challenges and obstacles, I know that it is only by embracing this journey with an open heart and a steadfast spirit that I can truly reclaim my power and find the stability I seek.

What is in the deepest recesses of your heart will manifest itself.

The desires that stir in the deepest corners of our hearts are the gentle whispers of our soul, longing to be acknowledged and embraced. As I sit here now, surrounded by the soft embrace of a light snowfall, I find myself in solitude… not a lonely solitude, but a sacred communion with my own thoughts and the vast expanse of the universe. Is there ever truly a moment when we are alone? I ponder this question as I contemplate the idea of building a snowman today. Why not, indeed? The thought fills me with a childlike joy, reminding me of the simple pleasures that bring warmth to the soul.

In these moments of quiet reflection, I feel the pull of connection, the longing to share these fleeting moments with loved ones. Yet, I recognize the beauty in the journey that has led me here, to this place of solitude and introspection. It's in these quiet moments that we find the courage to listen… to the whispers of the universe, to the wisdom that resides within our own hearts. And as I stand here, amidst the gentle snowfall, I am reminded of the profound beauty that lies in embracing the stillness, in surrendering to the rhythm of life's unfolding.

In the hushed whispers of solitude, I find comfort in the gentle embrace of the universe. Each snowflake a reminder of the interconnectedness that binds us all, every moment of stillness a testament to the harmony that exists within and without. As I stand amidst the falling snow, I am enveloped by the profound beauty of the present moment, a silent concerto of existence unfolding before me.

The deep sense of interconnectedness resonates within me, threading through the very fabric of my being and binding me to the universe. In moments of quiet introspection, I've felt the subtle currents of this connection, understanding that my thoughts and intentions have a profound impact on the world around me. It's a realization that stirs within my soul, reminding me of the power I hold to shape my reality and manifest my deepest aspirations.

In the gentle whispers of the universe, I hear echoes of timeless wisdom, reverberating through the chambers of my soul. "As above, so below; as below, so above." These sacred words remind me of the divine dance of creation and manifestation, of the interconnectedness that binds us all together. As I embrace the profound truth of our inherent power, I am filled with a sense of awe and wonder at the limitless possibilities that lie before me. With each thought and intention, I bridge the gap between heaven and earth, shaping my reality with love and purpose. And in this cosmic symphony of existence, I find peace, knowing that I am an integral part of the ever-unfolding meaning of life.

You must respect the ebb and flow of the universe.

Life feels like a dance to me... a beautiful, rhythmic flow of energies guiding me along my journey. It's like the universe itself is taking my hand, leading me through each step, each turn, towards my destiny. But you know, sometimes, as I sit here reflecting, I can't help but wonder about the ups and downs, the twists and turns of it all. It's like, I get it in my heart, you know? I know it's all part of the deal, but sometimes my mind or my feelings jump in, making me question everything.

And God, it can hurt sometimes, you know? Like, I just want to understand why things happen the way they do. But then, in those moments, I remember: it's all about the lessons. It's about growing, even when it's tough. I mean, sure, there are times when I feel weak when I wish things were different. But then I realize, maybe that's not weakness. Maybe it's just being human.

Writing helps me sort through all these thoughts and feelings. It's like pouring my heart out onto the page, trying to make sense of it all. And it's not just writing, you know? Music, meditation, talking to the universe... I've got my own little toolkit for navigating this crazy dance called life.

Respecting the rhythm of the universe, it's more than just a fancy idea to me. It's a feeling deep in my gut, a knowing that we're all connected in some way. I know this in my core and that should be enough to be okay but sometimes it isn’t. I know it’s about finding harmony within ourselves and with the world around us, understanding that we are all part of a larger cosmic dance… and that’s cool. I accept that. I love that. But sometimes I just want that dance to be with the right person. I just wish I had someone to share it with. Someone who gets it, who gets me.

It takes strength to keep believing in something after you continue to fall flat on your face. I still believe in magic, signs, and love.

Faith has always been my guiding light, my steadfast companion on this journey called life. "Keep the Faith" has been my mantra for as long as I can remember. I've always believed in the magic of the universe, in the signs and wonders that sprinkle our path like stardust. And oh, the breathtaking moments I've experienced along the way… they've left a magical and unforgettable longing mark on my soul.

But you know, life is a series of contrasts. To know light, we must also understand darkness. It's like that line from RENT: "The opposite of war isn’t peace, it’s creation." I find comfort in those words, a reminder that even in our darkest moments, there is potential for growth, for renewal.

In the depths of my being, I hold tight to the belief that anything is possible. It's this unwavering faith that infuses each step of my journey with purpose and meaning. And even when I stumble and fall, I find the strength to rise again, fueled by the conviction that true magic lies in the power of belief.

I've learned that manifestation is not just about outcomes and attachments… it's about energy, about the feelings of love and gratitude that we cultivate within ourselves. It's about trusting in the universe, in its infinite wisdom and capacity for miracles.

Faith, to me, is more than just a word… it's a lifeline, a beacon of hope that guides me through the darkest of nights. And as I wipe away the tears of doubt and uncertainty, I am reminded that true magic lies not in the destination, but in the journey itself.

Sometimes it’s the truths we don’t speak that echo the loudest.?

In the quiet moments of this star filled night, I find myself sitting in my car like I used to, waiting for a call that would light my heart up for hours. Now the silence leaves me grappling with the truths left in a sealed box… the silent echoes that vibrate through the chambers of my soul. It's as if the universe itself is speaking to me, whispering assurances of hope and reassurance that everything will be okay. How can a truth expressed like that not lead to reunion? And yet, despite this angelic comfort, the pain still cuts deep, leaving me questioning the very fabric of my existence.

There's a profound beauty in the complexity of truth… a spiritual lesson with layers upon layers, each unveiling a new facet of understanding. Truth of what I want to believe aside, which is filled with hope and attachment to outcomes, I have learned so much about myself. I truly love myself and my connection to God has deepened. Still, even with that beautiful lesson, truth bangs on the door of my soul. I know what I know: And as I navigate through these depths, I can't help but feel a sense of longing for something more, a yearning for the love and happiness that I know I deserve.

But amidst this turmoil of emotions, I find comfort in the knowledge that even in the darkest of moments, there is light. It's in these moments of vulnerability that I discover the strength to persevere, to keep moving forward despite the uncertainty that surrounds me. What else can I do?

And so, I continue to journey through the puzzle of truth, knowing that each step brings me closer to a deeper understanding of myself and the world around me. Who knows, maybe I didn’t experience the truth I believe in so deeply. That can’t be it though. For sometimes, it's the truths we don't speak that echo the loudest, reminding us of the resilience of the human spirit and the infinite possibilities that lie ahead. I still believe.?

It’s amazing how much we can endure before we actually start getting it.

As I reflect on the journey of my life, I'm struck by the sheer magnitude of challenges I've faced and overcome. It’s filled 4 books, and that’s after I downsized the stories! It's truly remarkable how much we can endure before the lessons start to sink in, before we begin to grasp the deeper meaning behind our struggles. That’s also the magic of love. If you allow it, love will force you to peel the layers back in order to learn some profound lessons.

Life, in its infinite wisdom, serves as our greatest teacher, imparting invaluable lessons through the trials and tribulations we encounter along the way. It's in these moments of adversity that we discover our own strength and resilience, learning to navigate the complexities of our existence with grace and fortitude.

Through the twists and turns of my own journey, I've encountered moments of profound self-discovery that have shaped the very essence of who I am. Whether it was the quiet introspection during my morning meditation sessions, the soul-searching conversations with trusted friends, or the cathartic release found in the pages of my journal, each experience has brought me closer to understanding my own vulnerabilities and shortcomings.

In those moments of raw honesty, I've found peace in the embrace of my imperfections, recognizing them not as flaws to be hidden, but as opportunities for growth and healing. It's been a journey of self-acceptance, of learning to love myself unconditionally, flaws and all.

And in embracing my true self, I've also found myself drawing closer to the divine. Whether it's through the beauty of nature, the stirring melodies of my favorite songs, or the quiet whispers of intuition guiding me along my path, I've felt a profound connection to something greater than myself.

Each step of this journey has been a testament to the transformative power of self-awareness. It's through acknowledging our own vulnerabilities that we find the courage to embrace our true selves, unlocking the door to a life of authenticity and fulfillment. And as I continue to walk this path of self-discovery, I do so with a sense of profound gratitude for the lessons learned and the growth that lies ahead.

I used to think everybody else was broken but now I know it was just me.

In the depths of my own pain and turmoil, I once believed that I was the only one who was broken. It was a lonely, isolating feeling, like I was standing on the outside looking in, unable to connect with those around me. But as I gazed into the mirror of self-reflection, I began to see the truth staring back at me... it was my own insecurities and fears that were holding me back, not the flaws of others.

In those moments of raw vulnerability, I found myself grappling with the weight of my own brokenness. It was a heavy burden to bear, but it was also the catalyst for profound transformation. For in acknowledging my own pain, I began to find the courage to heal, to confront the demons that had long haunted me.

And as I journeyed towards wholeness, I discovered that I was not alone in my struggles. We are all imperfect beings, navigating the complexities of existence in our own unique ways. It's in embracing our brokenness that we find strength, for it's through our wounds that the light of healing can shine through.

Within the depths of my soul, I found a spark of divine potential waiting to be unleashed. It was a reminder that even in my darkest moments, there was still light to be found, still hope to cling to. And as I embraced my own inner light, I realized that true power comes from within, shining brightly for all the world to see.

My every word gave me strength to follow my dreams. The shooting star was in me all along…

With each word I spoke, I felt a surge of strength coursing through my veins, propelling me forward on the journey towards my dreams. It was as if each affirmation was a spark igniting the fire of passion and purpose within me, reminding me of my inherent worthiness and capability.

In those moments of self-expression, I found comfort in the truth of my own voice, embracing my authenticity with unwavering resolve. It was a powerful reminder that true strength comes from within, from the depths of our souls where our most authentic selves reside.

And yet, amidst the hustle and bustle of chasing my dreams, the echoes of love still lingered in the corners of my heart. Despite the passage of time and distance, the flame of affection burned bright, a testament to the enduring power of the human heart. For even as I forged ahead on my own path, the love I felt remained an integral part of who I am, a guiding light illuminating the way forward.

It’s not “this AND that”... or is it?

In the complexities of my mind, I grapple with the notion that life is not simply a matter of "this OR that", but rather a complex assortment of infinite possibilities. It's a concept that once seemed so clear to me, but now feels like a riddle I can't quite solve.

As I navigate the twists and turns of my own journey, I find myself confronted with the stark contrast of conflicting truths. The contrast of "this OR that" has given way to a myriad of shades of gray; shades of gray that are equivalent to the hope in the depths of my soul, but currently leaving me questioning the very foundation of my beliefs.

In the midst of this turmoil, I search for answers, desperately seeking clarity amidst the chaos in my heart. But the more I struggle to find the truth, the more elusive it seems, slipping through my fingers like grains of sand.

Yet even in the darkness of uncertainty, I hold onto the glimmer of hope that somewhere, amidst the tangled web of contradictions, lies a deeper understanding waiting to be unearthed. For true wisdom, I remind myself, lies not in the simplicity of binaries, but in the embrace of life's infinite complexities.

Peace is love. Progress is love. Faith is love. You are love.

Love infuses every aspect of our existence, flowing through the intricate web of our lives like a radiant beam of light, illuminating our paths and connecting us all in a harmonious dance of unity and understanding. It's a force that transcends the limitations of time and space, weaving its magic through the very essence of our being, uniting us in a symphony of shared experiences and heartfelt connections.

As I reflect on the profound significance of love, I'm reminded that it's not merely an emotion, but a state of being that infuses every moment with meaning and purpose. It's in the simple acts of kindness and compassion that we express our love for one another, forging bonds that withstand the test of time.

And as I journey through the ups and downs of life, I'm filled with gratitude for the gift of love that surrounds me. From the peaceful moments of solitude to the exhilarating highs of progress and growth, love is the guiding force that propels me forward on my path.

In the quiet depths of my soul, I find solace in the knowledge that love is ever-present, a constant source of comfort and strength in the face of life's challenges. And as I extend love to myself and others, I embrace the transformative power of love to heal, to inspire, and to unite us all in a shared journey of growth and discovery.

You should never let the love in your heart die.

In the quiet moments of introspection, I find myself drawn to the gentle glow of the love that resides within my heart. It's a flame that flickers with warmth and vitality, a constant reminder of the beauty and power of love in my life.

As I navigate the ebbs and flows of existence, I am reminded of the importance of nurturing this precious flame. It's in the simple acts of kindness, the moments of connection and understanding, that I feel its radiance grow ever stronger.

In the face of life's challenges and uncertainties, it's easy to lose sight of the love that sustains us. But I refuse to let that flame extinguish. Instead, I choose to fan its flames, to tend to it with care and devotion, knowing that it is love that gives me the strength to persevere.

So, as I continue along this journey of self-discovery and growth, I carry the torch of love in my heart, allowing its light to guide me through the darkness. For in the end, it is love that defines me, empowers me, and fills my life with meaning and purpose.

Surrender happens. It is not a question of doing. You can go to a thousand and one masters but it will happen only with one. And you cannot do it; it is nothing that you can do.

In the quiet corners of my soul, I find myself grappling with the concept of surrender. It's a notion that has eluded me for so long, a concept that I've struggled to comprehend fully. But as I sit here, pen in hand, I feel a stirring within me... a whisper of understanding, a glimmer of insight.

Surrender, I've come to realize, is not an act of defeat or resignation. It's not about giving up or admitting defeat. Instead, it's a profound act of trust... a surrender to the greater forces at play in the universe. It's about letting go of the need for control, releasing the grip of fear and doubt, and allowing the natural flow of life to carry us forward.

I used to think that surrender was something I had to actively do, a task to be accomplished through sheer force of will. But now I see that it's not something that can be forced or manipulated. It's a surrender that happens organically, in its own time and in its own way.

As I reflect on these words, I'm reminded of the countless "masters" I've encountered along my journey: the teachers, mentors, and guides who have imparted their wisdom and knowledge to me. And yet, despite their teachings, true surrender has remained elusive.

But perhaps that's because surrender can only happen with one... the one who holds the key to unlocking the door to our deepest truths, the one who mirrors our needs and desires back to us with unwavering clarity. And perhaps, in the end, that one is none other than ourselves.

So today, I surrender. I surrender to the flow of life, to the wisdom of the universe, and to the whispers of my own heart. And in that surrender, I find a newfound sense of freedom, a liberation from the shackles of my own making. For true surrender is not an act of weakness, but an act of profound strength... a willingness to let go and trust in the unfolding of divine grace.

Namaste. My soul honors your soul, for we are all interconnected beings on this journey called life. In honoring the light within each other, we illuminate the path to our own awakening.

Namaste. As I utter this sacred word, I am reminded of the profound interconnectedness that binds us all together. It's not just a greeting, but a recognition of the divine spark that resides within each and every one of us.

Namaste. In the depths of your eyes, I see the reflection of my own soul, a mirror of the love and light that permeates the universe. It's in this exchange of energy, this dance of souls, that we find the true essence of our being.

Namaste. A word that carries with it the weight of centuries of wisdom and spiritual truth. It's a reminder that we are all part of something greater, something beyond our individual selves. In honoring the light within each other, we honor the very essence of our existence.

Namaste. As I breathe in the essence of this energy, I am filled with a deep sense of reverence and love. It's a recognition that we are all interconnected beings on this journey called life, each playing a unique role in the unfolding drama of the universe.

Namaste. And so, I bow my head in reverence to the divine within you, knowing that in honoring your light, I also honor my own. Namaste times Infinity.

In releasing our fears and embracing our power, we step into the fullness of our being. It's in embracing our own inherent worthiness that we reclaim our power, for true strength comes from within.?I release all my fears, pain and hurt from the past.?I allow myself to change, grow and step into my light.

As I sit at “my” bridge, the gentle flow of the water below mirrors the ebb and flow of my own journey. With each passing moment, I release the weight of my fears, allowing them to be carried away by the current, like leaves on the surface of the river. Ho’oponopono.

In this sacred space, I find solace in the act of letting go. I release all my fears, pain, and hurt from the past, allowing them to dissolve into the depths of the water below. With each breath, I invite transformation and renewal, opening myself up to the infinite possibilities that lie ahead.

The bridge is a symbol of transition, a gateway between the past and the future. As I allow myself to change, grow, and step into my light, I feel a sense of liberation wash over me. Like the bridge spanning across the water, I bridge the gap between who I once was and who I am becoming.

In the act of releasing, I make space for healing and growth. I embrace the power of forgiveness, both for myself and for others, knowing that it is through forgiveness that we find freedom. As I let go of resentment and bitterness, I pave the way for love and compassion to flow freely through me.

With each passing moment, I feel myself stepping more fully into the light of my true essence. Like the sun reflecting off the surface of the water, I shine with an inner radiance that cannot be dimmed. I reclaim my inherent worthiness and embrace the infinite potential that lies within, knowing that true strength comes from the depths of my soul.

As I sit at “my” bridge, surrounded by the gentle murmur of the water, I am reminded of the power of surrender. In releasing my fears and embracing my power, I step into the fullness of my being. It's in this sacred space that I reclaim my strength, for true power comes from within.

I am safe. I am strong. I am worthy. I am powerful beyond measure.

As the frosty night air envelops me, I stand tall, grounded in my own power. I am safe. I am strong. I am worthy. These affirmations echo through the stillness of the winter night, a reminder of the unwavering resilience that resides within me.

In the depths of the cold night, I find warmth in my own strength. I am not defined by my struggles or my setbacks. Rather, I am empowered by them, fueled by the knowledge that I am capable of overcoming any obstacle that comes my way.

With each breath I take, I reaffirm my worthiness. I am deserving of all the blessings that life has to offer, and I refuse to settle for anything less than what I deserve. In the quiet solitude of the night, I find clarity and purpose, knowing that I am powerful beyond measure.

As the stars twinkle overhead, I embrace the fullness of my being. I am a force to be reckoned with, a visionary with the power to shape my own destiny. In this moment, I am unstoppable, guided by an inner strength that knows no bounds.

And so, I step forward into the darkness, unafraid and undeterred. For I am safe in the knowledge that I am the master of my own fate, the captain of my own ship. With each step I take, I am closer to realizing my dreams, for true strength lies in the unwavering belief in oneself.

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I was never meant for surface level. I was always meant for the intensity, the depth and the intimacy. That's where my heart lies.

In the quiet depths of my soul, I've come to a profound realization: I was never meant for surface-level connections. My heart, ever yearning for depth and intensity, finds soul comfort in the embrace of true intimacy. It's a rare treasure, this profound connection that transcends the superficialities of the world. And though I've tasted its sweetness but once, I find myself yearning for more, for the depths of intimacy is where true fulfillment resides.

In a world that often glorifies detachment and superficiality, I've learned to cherish the moments of genuine connection. It's in the vulnerability of opening my heart, of baring my soul to another, that I find true fulfillment. For it's in these moments of deep intimacy that I feel truly alive, truly understood.

Yet, amidst the ebb and flow of life's currents, I find myself navigating a sea of longing, longing for the embrace of that profound connection that once graced my life. Like a sailor lost at sea, yearning for the distant shore, I search the depths of my being for the anchor of intimacy that eludes me. But in this search, I find spiritual peace in the knowing that the yearning itself is a testament to the depth of my soul's capacity for love and connection.

In a generation where it's easier to run away, ghost someone, or swipe to the next person,?appreciate those who choose to stay, communicate how they feel, and are willing to work things out.

In a world where quick fixes and temporary connections abound, I find myself drawn to those who choose a different path... a path of depth, vulnerability, and commitment. It's in these connections, built on a foundation of honesty and mutual respect, that true love flourishes.

I've come to understand that love isn't always easy. It's messy, complicated, and sometimes downright painful. But amidst the chaos and uncertainty, there are those who choose to stay, to communicate openly, and to work through the challenges together. These are the ones worth celebrating, for they remind us of the enduring power of human connection in a world that often feels fleeting.

As I navigate my own journey of love and self-discovery, I'm learning to set aside judgment and embrace the language of my heart and soul. I'm learning to love unconditionally, both others and myself, recognizing that we are all magnificent beings worthy of love and acceptance.

So, here's to those who choose love over convenience, who walk the path of vulnerability and authenticity. May we cherish these connections and honor the depth of human experience, for it's in the willingness to embrace both the joys and the struggles of life that we find true richness and fulfillment.

Surface-level interactions may offer temporary comfort, but they pale in comparison to the richness of true intimacy. It's in the shared vulnerability, the unspoken understanding, that I find the essence of my humanity. And so, I continue to seek out those rare connections, knowing that settling for anything less would be denying the depths of my own soul. Everyone is damaged.

Most are distracted.

Everyone needs healing. Not everyone is aware of what and how to heal. Nobody has all of the answers. Be patient. Be transparent. Be compassionate. Be open to love. Be the light.

In the hurricane of human existence, I've come to realize that everyone carries their own burdens, their own scars, their own wounds. It's a truth that resonates deeply within me, for I too have felt the weight of my own struggles, the ache of my own pain. But amidst the chaos and confusion of life, I've also come to understand that healing is possible, that transformation is within reach.

It's a journey that I've embarked upon with unwavering determination, despite the challenges that lie in my path. Day in and day out, I pour my heart and soul into my work, striving to make a difference in the lives of others. Through books, podcasts, conversations, counseling, events, coaching, and educational frameworks, I seek to inspire and uplift the next generation, to help them discover the light that lies within.

But it's not always easy. There are moments when the weight of it all feels overwhelming, when the loneliness of the journey threatens to engulf me. Yet, even in those moments of darkness, I hold fast to the belief that every soul has a light inside waiting to be discovered. And so, I press on, fueled by a sense of purpose that transcends my own pain and struggles.

In the midst of it all, I remind myself to be patient, to be transparent, to be compassionate... to myself and to others. For in extending kindness and understanding, we create the space for healing and growth. And in being the light, we become beacons of hope in a world that often feels shrouded in darkness.

So, I will continue to journey forward, one step at a time, knowing that I am here for a larger mission: to elevate and expand the universe, to help others discover the best versions of themselves. And though the road may be long, and the path may be lonely at times, I will not waver in my commitment to this sacred calling. For in the end, it's in the small acts of love and compassion that we illuminate the path to our collective awakening.

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