Reminding Myself of Why
Alisha Forrester Scott
Multi-Cultural Businesswoman w/ Purpose, Sales Agent, Visual Artist, Author, Poet, Humorist, Friend to Bees, Soil & Water, MX Medical Tourism Expert, "Pardon Julian Assange!"
I watch your work and ideas come to life. I see our dreams die in real time together. You are my Colleagues. I stay connected with you, and want to know that you are safe and able to thrive.
When you suffer, and I see it in words and images, it seems to force two wishes out of me. The first wish is that I want you to get exactly what you need and want. The second wish is that I will never forget my Why.
In the age of Alzheimer's and worse, where we watch our favorite people and our enemies decline, and they unlearn themselves and the world, I do not want to forget my Why. What is a Why? A Why could be a Who?
Why do I do anything anymore? Why not give up? Why is it worth it to keep going at maximum intention with love?
I think of what Why means to me. Sadly, I can only answer these things for myself. (Not even a chatbot would teach me about myself, more than the secrets the bot does not know to concern me with. I am the only AI that can find the answers.)
As my own AI I have searched my heartdata. My mind has been strip-mined over the years (by me of course). But it is my heart and the wisdom of ages and experiences held there, which contain the Why Keys.
In my inner dream world, my ancestors, and my multiverse avatars, and the unknown all commune together with me now. My star families and friends, my star colleagues, we joined together as an army of love.
The answer to my Whys, all of them, are that I found Love. Love is my Why. A god worthy of my worship is Love. Love is God is Mother Nature.
And now that my Why is settled, the foundation of it has propped me up for a successful life re-structuring. My life changes rapidly because of Love.
As it happens, my spiritual Why Keys were perfectly designed for my heart's rusty old lock. And using these Keys, I have opened up to a garden filled with fountains of Life's True Love.
Why do you do anything anymore? Why should you not give up? Why is it worth it to for you keep going at maximum intention with love?