Reconnecting with My Creative Moon: A Journey Back to Writing and Content

I vividly remember the moment I realized I had stopped writing. I was on a walk at night around 9:30pm. I was going up a hill by a cemetery and couldn't see the moon. It was a new moon, and that made the walk up the hill to be extra dark. I was reminded of the moons purpose and how they influence aspects of our world. In that moment I had an unsettling sense that a moon was missing in my life and it created quiet discomfort. I felt like I was drowning in my own emotions and ideas until I realized: I was overwhelmed because I wasn’t fully expressing myself. There was clearly an absence of a creative outlet, and what I was feeling was a disconnect from my own creativity.

Embracing the New Moon: A metaphorical reflection

"Darkness, once lit by a spark of inner joy, thickened into the void of a new moon—a sky emptied of reflection, where creativity’s light had nowhere to land. My own inaction became an eclipse, a shadow cast over the creative tide. The cycle was broken, and inspiration, like the moon’s pull on the ocean, could no longer reach me. Ideas swirled in a relentless backflow, trapped in the loop of my own making, regurgitating the same stagnant thoughts with nowhere to go."—Yeah, I wrote that; sounds depressing doesn't it?

Maybe because for the longest time, I wrestled with the decision to start writing again. Life had given me plenty of reasons to walk away. There were things that happened that made me want to let it go, and besides, my days were filled up with family and other obligations. The scary part? I worried that writing wasn’t like riding a bike—that if I picked it up again, the “magic” might not be there.?

I questioned whether I would still enjoy it, or would it feel forced? Did I even have anything worth saying?

Building My Lunar Systems

In the end, I made a promise to myself: if I returned to writing and content creation, I wouldn’t do it halfway, and I wouldn’t try to fit anyone else’s mold. I would do it on my own terms with full “authenticity”—yes, that often overused word that’s become more of a keyword for a meta description than anything else these days. If I had to put it my way, I needed to go, “Full Abram” which no one has seen in awhile—even me. What does going “Full Abram” even mean anymore?

Thankfully, amidst the chaos that had recently taken place in my life, I forgot a fundamental part of myself: that I am a builder. I realized I was a big systems guy, and I’m really good at building them. My children reminded me of this. The way they think, perceive, and find creative solutions at a young age mirrored the way I used to be. Through writing, voice recording, and simple practices like keeping a better calendar, I began to rebuild. I set up processes that help me operate at such a high efficiency that I’m now constantly outpacing myself—perhaps four times over —when it comes to generating new ideas, problem solving, and creating content.?

Life had beat me down, but like a Saiyan I came back stronger than ever—IFKYK.

Why I can’t fake it anymore

Part of my hesitation about returning to content creation was the fear of losing my own voice. I’ve seen people churn out posts that look great but feel hollow—like they’re chasing clicks or trying too hard to match someone else’s style. I’ve always promised myself that if I’m going to do something, it has to be in my own voice. That’s why I took a step back to do some soul-searching.?

I believe our experiences, values, and backgrounds shape our unique perspectives. If we lose sight of that, we risk turning into a carbon copy of everyone else. Reconnecting with my sense of self through journaling let the old me resurface, the version that loved exploring eclectic ideas, digging into research, and weaving them into stories.

It’s about me this time

One of the biggest shifts in my relationship with writing is that I’m finally focusing on sharing my own story. Before now, I rarely posted about my personal life. I was content to share tips, ideas I found interesting—but not me. I’ve always been comfortable behind the scenes, creating content that wasn’t necessarily about me. Stepping forward to share my personal experiences is new territory, but doing it with writing feels natural. Besides, writing helps me catch the stray thoughts in my mind.?

I guess there really is a reason journaling has been recommended by so many creative professionals—it works. When I write, I can:

• Process Thoughts: Getting ideas onto the page helps me see connections I might have overlooked.
• Organize My Day: Even random insights become resources for future content or projects.
• Focus My Energy: Instead of feeling scattered by endless ideas, I can pin them down, refine them, and move forward confidently.

February’s creative commitment

I set a specific goal for February: post something every single weekday. It might appear in slightly different forms depending on the platform, but the core idea will be the same—my thoughts, experiences, and systems for creativity.

• Notion Calendar: I’ve even laid out my ideas on a Notion calendar. If you’re interested in sneaking a peek, let me know! I love when people chime in to tell me which topics grab their attention.
• Repurposed Content: Expect to see similar material across different channels, because I believe in maximizing the reach of each idea.
• Staying Flexible: If something no longer feels right or if new inspiration hits, I’m open to shifting my plans. This is an evolving process, after all.

Conclusion: Yeah, I'm rounding it up.

Reconnecting with writing has been a transformative journey. By embracing my role as a builder and implementing structured systems, I’ve reignited my creative spark. Batching content has not only streamlined my workflow but also deepened my self-understanding. If you've ever felt disconnected from your creativity, explore what structures and practices can help you reconnect with your authentic self.

Engage with me: What strategies have you used to overcome creative blocks? Drop your experiences in the comments!

Also—there’s a newsletter coming soon on creativity and self-discovery, 'CAUSE I'M BACK BABY!

If you’re interested, let me know… or don’t, but you’ve made it this far. Stop hesitating. Maybe you don’t want people knowing you read this on LinkedIn? Maybe you're overthinking it?

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