A Plea for Personal Freedom

Dear God,?I find myself yearning for a freedom that seems elusive in this life, one where I have control over my destiny. I wonder, how many times must I ask for this? And what about my time? Will this pursuit benefit me, or am I simply becoming more choosy, more demanding? But what's wrong with wanting more for myself?

When asked about the kind of freedom I desire, I simply long for a life where I can manage everything and find true happiness. It saddens me to see individuals of all ages, even children, grappling with depression in today's world. We were once a generation filled with joy, but now we're drowning in pills and despair. Who is robbing us of our happiness?

We grew up hearing the mantra, "this too shall pass," but when will it? My eyes feel dry from waiting, and my patience wears thin. Life seems endlessly confusing. Do our families truly seek our happiness, and how can they when we're not happy ourselves? How can we sacrifice our lives to fulfill someone else's desires?

Dear God, grant me a moment to focus solely on my own needs. I've spent so long considering others that I've forgotten how to prioritize my own happiness. From my career to my personal well-being, I've lost sight of the joy that comes with a genuine smile. Fear has taken up residence in my mind and stomach, casting a shadow over every moment.

But I am the creator of my own destiny. I will fashion a world where I belong, where happiness is not a distant dream but a reality .... !