Pikamu decides to Kill himself….

As Pikamu completes three years of self-employment he is little happy and very disgusted.

The emotions are mixed. Pikamu is at the cross road of his life.

The happiness is because Pikamu is doing what he wanted to do and disgust because he could have done much better in the same time. When Pikamu looks at the eyes of his people he feels very sorry.Pikamu could not give them what was expected from him.Pikamu could feel the expectations coming out their eyes which could not be fulfilled. At this age also when you can’t provide for your family you get a sense of pity.

From here where does Pikamu go? Does Pikamu take the same road or do something different?

Pikamu is going through dilemma since last one month and now it is at a peak and it’s unbearable emotionally.

And it reaches a stage when Pikamu decides to end his life once for all.

Suddenly a thought comes in his mind about all those whom he will see no more. Can Pikamu picture his family without his support? No …

Pikamu decides to understand why Pikamu is at such a critical situation. Reflecting back he realises what are things which he could have done better. Pat came the reply a lot more!!

Then why not start doing today.

But real reason is why did Pikamu not do it till now. The voice in his head replied, “because of fear”. What?

Yes Pikamu realises he did not attempt the most crucial and impactful things which could have changed his life, because of the fear of failure.

Pikamu decides to take help and understand the anatomy of “fear”. He realises there are two elements of the fear of failure which makes people not take action.

First the fear which is before you fail and the second is fear which can happen as consequence of failure.

Out of the two fears, the fear before failing which is more profound and seems real is actually nothing but lack of confidence and the fear after failing “may” be something real. So it means that we are fearful of something which is yet to happen to us and not take action. And we live in this condition for days together in many life changing activities and it becomes our habit. We can give it any name but at the end of the day we are the fools who may have the potential but never utilized it.

What is the solution?

Whenever we are attempting something new, don’t think of the outcome every now and then. Once decided about the outcome, forget it. Rather focus on the process of the activity. Chunking it down and enjoying each step it is more important. Complete one step and then go to the other. Suddenly we will find ourselves face to face with outcome much more confidently.

At this stage the chance of success is very high .Even if we fail, the experience will be great to write about and learn from it.

So Pikamu decides to kill myself and take rebirth with new vision of life.

Now Pikamu is ready to give 100%.

Wish Pikamu luck.