PEACE ON EARTH GOOD WILL TO MEN

         The perimeter was slow to stir. The men had been working in the Deep Green for the past week. It was dense heavy jungle and the work was extremely taxing and dangerous. This was an area the VC and NVA had used for a rest area for many years and was broken by many trails and slippery mud-slicked creek banks. It was 24 December but the date was meaningless to the members of the unit-now stirred into wakefulness and action by the subtle rays of the morning light. It barely penetrated the heavy foliage well above their heads but gently and subtly illuminated the ground and thick trunks that marked this spot in the primordial jungle that was their home.

         Home for each of the soldiers was a distant memory of The World. It was flat farm country or beautiful open rolling hills or the dense brick and mortar of the urban inner city. But it wasn’t here. That and Christmas Eve were just occasional passing thoughts or remembrances as each of the Infantry moved to renew his life and begin the rest of his life-whatever that might be in what was now home-a long way and a distant universe from the object of his thoughts.

         The daily drudgery of the Infantry unfolded regardless of the holiday season. Trip wires, Claymores and flares were recovered. Each gathered his cigarettes and instant C ration coffee as would have Cheerios or Wheaties in a previous life. Rifles were wiped down with dank oily cloths. Ponchos and liners were laid out to lose their accumulated residue.

          The leadership moved quietly through the perimeter supervising their charges and working to keep the family together with a combination of discipline and caring. The fact that Christmas was a date on the calendar did not require a dilution of the Infantry life cycle. Here in a land of eastern religions, Christianity and Judaism were subordinate to the proven necessities of survival. Cultural adherences and customs would have to await for a more appropriate environment.

         The senior officer present, received a series of instructions from the distant voice on his radio. His radio operator wordlessly proffered him a lit cigarette and an empty fruit can of instant coffee in a ritual they had practiced for more than four months. The officer had his plastic covered map across his knees and his back to a large splay-rooted Banyan tree. With his right hand he grasped the black plastic radio handset to his ear and with his left took both the cigarette and can of coffee. He drew deeply on the cigarette, took a short sip from the can and placed it on the ground-the cigarette hanging on his lower lip-glued by his morning thick saliva.

         With his newly freed left hand, he grasped a red grease pencil and made a small dot on his map and annotated a time next to it-1400. This is where the father of his family would shepherd them to at that time. He passed the receiver to his companion, picked up the can and drank deeply. The day of Christmas Eve had begun. 

         The unit, as if on some silent unseen signal, quietly began to standup and prepare to move from its position. Those soldiers with the heaviest loads, the radio operators and machine gunners, extended an arm to a companion that would balance his own load and pull the soldier to a standing position. Within thirty seconds, this small microcosm of American will and capability, was facing in a new direction and quietly moving toward its new task-unmindful of the day or its significance for others.

         There was a uniformity about them that went beyond the OG 107 uniform. It was the same look of quiet endurance and drawn expressions that marked all soldiers at the cutting edge of life. Adding to the uniformity was that each soldier had a pair of white salt rimed lines around his shoulders outlining where the rucksack harnesses had earlier bit the previous day and many days prior. Like horses hitched to the plough, the grooves in the shoulders had retained their shape and the harnesses easily slipped into the familiar bodily depressions. Very soon, the white was faded into dark blotches as the humidity and sweat quickly soaked the skin and darkened the uniforms.

         They moved forward to the possibilities of life or death-secure within the unit but with furtive thoughts of what home would be like. In a season of gift exchanges, the most precious gift each of these members privately asked for was just another day.

         The mottled reflected colors of the foliage, ground and tree mass, spangled and shimmered on the column as it progressed. The dense undergrowth merged with the light to obscure any human form more than thirty meters away. The group progressed as a series of segments unseen by the whole and only felt by the members. Each was mindful that the enemy also benefited from this same effect and remained in a state of alertness-always on the edge- fighting not to succumb to the ennui of their existence. Hopefully, both adversaries would choose to avoid the other and slip mere meters in the distance and buy another moment of peace.

         By noon, the unit had reached the edge of the jungle and remained hidden in the shrouding dark and thick vegetation that marked the termination of the Deep Green and the open brilliant light and vista of the open fields. Where intense light and heavy moisture meet, vegetation creates a significant discriminatory boundary. The soldiers stopped just short of the jungle limit, dropped in the welcome shade and formed into a triangular formation. The commander quietly indicated with hand gestures-Eat and Rest. Subordinate leaders selectively chose several of their elements and moved them to security positions just outside the view of the resting perimeter.

         Troops reached into their rucksacks or pants pockets and extracted a can or package of food and began a desultory ingestion. Some lay their heads on their rucksack and smoked deeply on a cigarette. Others just pulled a long draught from a canteen, wiped their faces with an already saturated cloth and quietly awaited the next act in their life.

         The commander, centered now in the perimeter, called in his subordinate leadership. They quietly gathered in a circle and listened. The unit would be picked up at 1400 from a pickup zone they would establish just 100 yards from here in the adjacent paddy field. They would be flown back to basecamp and move directly to a division assembly area next to the airfield. They were to be part of the audience to the annual Bob Hope Christmas show which would arrive shortly.  There would be no showers, beer, chow or fresh clothes. Hop off the choppers and assemble in front of Hope. Merry Christmas.

         The commander explained that this was the only field unit to be brought in as it had been the longest without rotation. They would also be provided a relatively close seating to the stage as they would be the only troops present with full field gear, weapons and rucksacks. This was intended to be an honor and a present from the seniors for good work. There were several questions and queries, none which could be adequately addressed. The group soon broke up and moved to their respective elements to pass on the upcoming events.

         By 1400, the troops were standing in the blazing clean sunlight of an Eastern dry season day. They were arranged in a serial of six groups, each with three soldiers facing three soldiers spread along a distance in the dry rice fields of approximately 100 yards. A yellow smoke canister popped in the middle of the formation-the smoke spiraling slowly upward in the still furnace-hot day.

         Precisely on time, a string of helicopters arrived overhead, settled by each group and with beating blades,  swirled and mixed the smoke, dirt and rice husks into an obscuring brown cloud saturating the entire area. As soon as the skids touched earth, the troops moved toward the aircraft, placed their boots on the skids and in a single seemingly choreographed uniform move, turned their back to the interior, dropped their rucks on the floor and sat down on the edge of the interior floor, looking out, legs dangling below. 

         In less than fifteen seconds, the birds pulled full power, creating another all-encompassing mottled brown cloud of detritus and struggled for the blue sky. Inside, the troops closed their eyes to the debris and then opened them as the hot waves of dirt and JP 4 fumes dissipated-to be replaced by the cool forced air of the forward flight. For the first time in weeks, the sweat, dirt and heat ventilated from the uniforms and was replaced by a sense of wonderful coolness. Eyes focused on the glimmering shimmering fields, creeks, villages and vegetation below. Minds wandered into a resting neutral state for the flight until an abrupt change of RPM and downward plunge announced arrival.

           The birds touched down momentarily on a partially asphalted strip bringing up great gouts of laterite dirt and the gluey stench of JP 4. Several people in starched fatigues and spit shined boots motioned them to an assembly area where they were to stand and await the remainder of the unit. There was no shade and no discussion though ice water was available from several Lyster bags spotted throughout the open field.

         In less than an hour, the entire unit had assembled, drunk its fill and awaited instructions. The commander, with no discussion, formed the unit. Walking at the head, he led the snaking column for less than a mile when they passed through a large bowl shaped enclosure marked by white engineer tape. Several more starched fatigues approached the commander and hastily pointed to an area near a large stage and white tent. The commander resumed his walk to the designated area.

         The unit, less than a hundred, found itself within 30 meters of the center stage surrounded by the mass of the local units and headquarters. Directly in front of them were arrayed the wounded and sick from the local medical facilities. They were dressed in light green hospital gowns with the wheelchair patients at the very front. Surrounding them were a covey of nurses and doctors predominately in white with arrays of IV’s, bottles and other medical paraphernalia. Directly in front of the wheelchairs, were two rows of very senior personnel-all in tightly starched fatigues, spit shined boots and wearing custom tailored hats with embroidered rank and other badges.

         The troops, dropped their rucks, shouldered the rifles with barrel pointing down and sat on the back of the rucks as tightly as the NCO’s could force them. Several starched fatigues walked through the group placing the machine gun barrels pointing to the rear rather than toward the stage.

         In time, the area was filled with a mass of humanity all there to enjoy the annual Christmas visit of Bob Hope and his troupe. Loud speakers on poles were scattered throughout the assemblage but the quality was more of noise and volume than clarity. The banter between Hope and his companions was largely lost toward the rear and the loud music quickly dissipated. The female dancers elicited loud cries from the massed troops as flesh, memories and hopes pervaded the large mass of vigorous hormonal youth that composes our best soldiers.

         Between acts, the troops reflected the reality of all audiences with low level talking, smoking and the basic noises of a crowded humanity. The sun was stultifingly hot and brought an individual torpor that only the most engaged could ignore.

          The Hope show was well managed with alternating talk, music, dancing and diversion. Professional as Hope and 50 years of experience displayed, in time, the noise and overarching static equaled or dominated the production. The individuals retreated into private worlds for moments only to be brought out by a specific word, note or happening from the stage. But Hope had achieved his larger aim as the troops didn’t care if they missed a nuance of a joke or song-for a brief period they were not in mortal danger and a piece of The World was present. This was Christmas but it was not Home.  

         After about an hour and without announcement but backed by the dull noise of the assembled soldiers and their life buzz, a solitary female walked to the center of the unoccupied stage. She was wearing a long full ochre colored dress-so different from the red meat animal flesh exposed by previous females on the stage. Her hair was a dark auburn that fell to her shoulders and curled at the ends just barely missing the top of the dress. She looked like the girls at Home.  Unheard by most, she began to sing. 

         The notes were initially lost on the somewhat distracted crowd except for the very first rows of wounded and senior officers who watched transfixed in mute silence. Then like ripples from a single rock in a still pond, the silence wafted across the mass of assembled soldier humanity. As if quieted by an unseen hand, the noise dissipated in outlying circles from the stage to the very back. Soldiers stopped talking, cigarettes dropped and all the eyes and ears-just so recently preternaturally attuned to the primordial survival senses- focused on the tiny figure standing on the stage.

         Anita Bryant had quietly walked to the center stage and began singing Silent Night a capella. The notes drifted quietly from the stage to the very top row of the assembled soldiers and dissipated into the high blue space above. For a moment, the heat was ignored, the sweat and stink of massed humanity unnoticed and Christmas remembered. The thousands of olive drab soldiers of the Nation were transported back to their Home and thoughts-as varied and personal as those of all the Nation from which they had been sent to serve. For once in their tour, the soldiers experienced total silence and allowed the wonderful melodic words to waft over them like a comforting blanket of remembrances of things past and hopeful things to occur.  

         This was Christmas as they knew it and what it meant for each in this distant land. The song lasted less than three minutes but it would stay for a lifetime. As the song concluded, she placed the microphone back on its stand, blew a silent tear-eyed kiss, turned around and walked off the empty stage. Not a sound was heard and Hope, knowing best, just stood there looking out-holding the moment for everyone. For one brief moment-less than three minutes-each soldier was Home as he or she knew it and there was peace on earth and good will to men. 

         I was present and commanded the small group of dirty armed soldiers that witnessed this moment. I will remember it always. Hope brought Hope and it meant a lot.

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