If a Patient Tells You They are NOT Better BELIEVE THEM!!
Dr. Geist said I was better! I was no longer psychotic! The therapy that he was giving me was working! I was no longer full of rage! And this all had to do with the wonderful treatment he was giving me!!! I told him that I was much worse since seeing him!!! The only difference was I was tuning into a "quiet borderline' suppressing my rage in alcohol, when I never had an alcohol problem all my life!!!! As long as I didn't bother Dr. Geist he was perfectly happy letting me turn to alcohol instead!!! I even showed up at his office stone drunk to PROVE how bad I really was, and NOT well as he told me!! he is that session from my book -
This is on page 148 from my book "Sexually Exploited By Three Psychologists"
He Let Me Drive Home DRUNK
When Dr. Geist refused to give me a full therapy session, I started drinking exceptionally heavy. I was tired of only receiving ten minutes on Fridays. I was driving twenty-five minutes each way only to see him for ten! The drive alone was equal to a therapy session!!! I felt uncared for and abused!
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Before one of my Friday “sessions” I started guzzling down vodka. I got in the car and drove over unaffected by the alcohol. It was strange because the alcohol only took effect during the ten minutes that I was in his office. I told him that I had drank vodka right before the session and was feeling drunk, as I staggered to the door. He curtly said, “drive safe” and shut the door quickly behind me. How could I drive safely after drinking all that vodka?? He didn’t even care to call me to see if I made it home ok!!
When I got in the car, I was so drunk that I didn’t even remember the way home! I had been driving this route to his house for over five years at this point. So, I had to call my husband on the cell and literally ask directions on how to get home. But I was so drunk I had to keep my husband on the line to give me step by step instructions!!! I don’t know how in the world I made it home!
After this I realized that Dr. Geist had no care for me at all! How could he let me drive a car drunk? I was heartbroken. I felt like I had no self-worth letting people like Jim and him walk all over me. I turned into an alcoholic over the both of them.
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