My Story of Finding "Purpose in Pain"

True Resilience doesn’t come from fighting the challenge with an aggression but in fact it originates from true understanding of your HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS

~Simi Arora

I am an immigrant from India who happen to land in NY, USA in 2012, to start a family with the man I fell in love with. But, life had planned a whole new journey for me, that I had never imagined in my wildest dreams.

Within one year, my marriage broke down along with all my hopes and dreams. I didn't expect that could happen to me. There was this phase of non acceptance and shock. It was emotionally challenging as I was thousands of miles away from my loved ones back in India. Obviously, I knew that I had let my Indian parents down and kept on creating so much guilt and pain within.

Feeling ashamed of letting my parents down, feeling angry at myself for putting myself into this situation and feeling resentment towards my ex husband for making me suffer... it was all building up ... in my subconscious mind, without my being fully aware of it 

Shortly after, I slipped into the darkest phase of anxiety disorder and depression. There began my journey with mental health disorders.

I was alone, very alone in this new country and wasn’t able to make sense of what was happening. Sleeping alone in my apartment was the scariest experience as I usually woke up with a jolt of panic attack, which sometimes was so aggravating that I had to visit ER in the middle of nights.

I was prescribed anti-depressants and slowly I was addicted to them. There are plenty of side effects of those pills but they did help in controlling my extreme anxiety levels.

But, then there was something else... I started to feel more trapped and depressed. Even though I was taking medicines and my brain's neurochemistry was a bit balanced, I didn't feel right.

And, One day, I felt something so deep, in my gut... it was feeling of HOPELESSNESS

I knew that I was on the verge of being suicidal. And it was scary ... I really didn't want to kill myself.

I was pondering over my thoughts and asked myself if I die here alone, who will even care?

What would it be worth?

What would be the meaning of ALL THIS PAIN ... after all, if pain doesn’t have a meaning then what else has? 

Then, I had this calling. I knew I had to find the truth, the truth of my pain and anxiety, the truth about healing and leading a happy life & the truth of human existence

And,

I started to look for the knowledge, teachers and places who could help me (thankfully google helped ??) Slowly, truth started to show up through various teachers in person and virtual who opened the door of the new world of wisdom. I went to spiritual retreats of all the ancient wisdom traditions, took courses, read hundreds of books and even worked with renowned life coach one on one.

I was determined to change my life and I knew apart from me, no one else is responsible for my choices, my happiness and my journey.

After months of study and continuous practice, my life started to transform.

?? I embraced my set back and saw the BIG PURPOSE behind the pain

?? I openly shared my failures and suffering with mental health disorder with others that helped me heal deeply

??I forgave myself and removed all the resentment against my ex husband and internally thanked him for being a catalyst in my huge transformation

?? I allowed myself to hear my true calling and left the corporate job and got certification to become a life coach.

Well, there were a million more such transformations which I am planning to share in my upcoming book "The Conscious Creator", which I will continue to update on as the time for launching comes around.

If you are reading this, the chances are that you have seen some of my content and videos and you know that my effort has been to help people see how powerful they really are and how they can consciously create their desired life of professional and personal success and fulfillment.

To become the conscious creators, one needs to BREAK THE OLD SUBCONSCIOUS CONDITIONING and CREATE A NEW REALITY from the place of present moment awareness. You must pay cultivate mental liberation, emotional resilience and energy that set the foundation for ultimate growth and evolution.

I teach this whole process of becoming the conscious creator to people through my one on one coaching. Fortunately, I have been able to create an online program to help more and more people creating their desired reality of life at all fronts.

Here is the link to watch the video series which is a precursor to this program. The process that I teach and the transformation that it offers is equivalent to 5-7 years of deeper research, intensive studying, practicing and working with so many people around the world.

Remember, we can only know our truest potential and immense strength when we break away from the limited body-mind version of ourselves and get in touch with that part of us which is the source of all the experiences.

Much Love??

~Simi Arora

PS - The enrollment for the new program is opening on March 30th. If you haven't watched the video series or signed up for the early bird list, then you can do it by CLICKING HERE