My people

I have seen your sufferings, and it hurts me to see you like this, but let me share something with you. When I saved you I did it to bring you back to me in a close and intimate relationship so I could be there for you always.

But you have chosen to walk your own ways, thinking that you can find what I have to offer you in abundance elsewhere.

I left you for a little while not to abandon you, but to see how you would spend your time, your skills and talent's that I gave you. But you buried them and called upon all your friends, followers and families because you are afraid of spending 1 hour on your own or in my company.

Your insecurities define you and jeopardize your life, and that is not at all what I planned for you. My intentions for you was victory and honor.

You could have spoken to me first, but you made a series of fast decisions that will do you no good. Afterward when the "bill" comes, the consequences, you will find the time to cry and to beg me for mercy. I am not withholding anything from you, all my motives are visible for you to see and understand if you took the time to seek me or my words.

I long to give you your heart's desire. But I need you to be faithful and to trust me. Your faith is the key to my heart.

You are saying that you want to serve me and that you belong to me, is that so? How can you serve me when you do not want to obey me, and humble yourself under my authority? How can I put my words in your mouth when you are not interested in speaking to me or with me?

How can I send you anywhere when you are more concerned about what people think about you than what I think?

How can you be my ambassador when you don't know me and don't want to know me either? You don't even listen to what I am telling you, you are even not interested in the visions and dreams that I gave to you.

Whenever I was speaking to you, you just put your fingers in your ears, in order to prevent my voice from penetrating your heart and soul. I need a servant who is willing to pay me respect, to honor and obey me, who is willing to go wherever I send you, but most importantly who loves me in spirit and in truth.