My experiments with truth,my life and my Maths

I have mentioned in my previous posts about International Mathematics Olympiad problems I used to and still solve them whenever I am free.I have indeed solved few bunch of them even during my 12th standard.But even then and now I couldn’t solve the majority of them.I think I see a pattern even in these problems,they are not 100% each new and different.By practicing them,you can get the knack of solving them 6 problems in 9 hrs/12 hrs.But what is the use?I think you got me what I am trying to say.I have attained the skills/abilities to solve them if they are new and different.That’s good for me if I am trying to do something new in this field and not if I am just aiming to clear the exam.This was the zenith feeling I reached preparing for my 12th,IIT-JEE and other competitive exams during that time.I neglected Physics and Chemistry so much for Maths that I didn’t want a rank in IIT-JEE,but todo something new in Maths.I didn’t prepare well for my Physics and Chemistry in IIT-JEE,that sadly I didn’t get a rank there,instead I was focused to get new and elegant solutions to problems in pure Mathematics.After this debacle,there were many changes not only in my Academics, and life.I cleared my B.E and started my career in software,writing GATE twice(no rank),GRE(with low score).I was not at all involved in my studies,Academics instead I was doing something different hoping to one day to come back to studies,never had hope to comeback to Maths.It’s a blatant truth!!I was playing with new things,new thoughts,new ideas no way related to studies for that matter not even to normal things.They were different and new.This gave rise to the increase in my abilities to do something new, invent some subject altogether new.I came across a dream that in a classroom I am sitting and learning a new subject,with some different alphabets,etc, There were complex ideas more complex than even Maths,Physics and Chemistry which any human can understand.So the other day when I was going through the discoveries,Srinivas Ramanujan had made in his notebooks they looked trivial and small and of not very much importance.I have been studying different people and culture,Westerners including Americans,Europeans and others and Easterners.I think even Westerners have pitfalls,disadvantages in their approaches to many issues of the world(This is what I was referring to when I commented about Priyanka Chopra’s dress to the Royal Wedding in England).My ideas look more novel and innovative than theirs.Even their creation,IMOs is not good for me.My ideas are very diverse in nature they extend up to religious lines.Superior Mathematics was the small outcome of this when I was studying MSc in Maths,the textbooks,saw the opportunity that a ‘higher’ or ‘superior’ Maths could replace the existing Advanced Mathematics.Another small outcome out of this is my as Reena Saxena has called it as a postulate in her article.The ‘postulate’ was based in my article “An important question about life about death”. A used to like to watch the CID series,Hindi detective serial,on television(Sony TV).There,I could narrow down how the what the person was thinking and forming new episodes with different concepts and later developed my idea,which was far superior and correct so that it doesn’t produce any ill feeling,very much soothing to human mind.I sometimes study human body to know more and how the person is more ethical than others.All the way its been only Maths,===IIT-JEE debacle(includes RMO,IMO),not travelling to US,holding myself down at hometown,Bangalore--led to new thoughts,ideas,new experiments,Mingling myself with Western thoughts,Going to Jaipur,as against settling in SJCE,Mysore or RV College,Bangalore,not going to US for higher studies,not settling there, travelling and staying there in Chennai(now South after North, Jaipur) for 3 and half years,marrying a Marathi girl,being a Kannadiga, finally coming out of IT field to teaching profession===These were my experiments with truth===This teaching experience has extended now for 5 years.Each time I am inching closer and heading towards to the creation of my own Maths, My own Maths world,on the lines of Library of Alexandria,also more likely to defend it also.I have taken a lot of time and my patience to prepare this post. I have listed,jotted down my ideas and thoughts in the book and then completed the article.