My Declaration : Extortion?

Somewhere in late October’22/early November’22, My father – Bajrang Lal Agarwal, my mother – Saroj Devi Agarwal, my youngest brother – Alok Agarwal and I – Raunak Agarwal went to a Psychiatrist, Dr. Priyanka Singhal in Kins Hospital, Siliguri. In full consciousness, I had lost Rs 7.2 lakh so I was a bit stressed, but I was fine with it. My family heavily influenced by youngest brother- Alok Agarwal fabricated evidence and raised a misdiagnosed prescription. Some fabrication was done in front of me and possibly some was done not in front of me. The assumption that the family cannot do any wrong is so strong that one just does not question it. The doctor had prescribed Sizodon (10mg x 2 = 20mg). Initially it was one tablet in the day and one in the night. I complaint to the doctor relating to heavy drowsiness and tiredness. Then, she said I could take both the tablets at night. I tried it but was not happy with it. As I was sure, I was not harming any one, I decided to stop the medicines after a month or so. I was happier. If anyone has used this prescription in any way, they knew it was misdiagnosed and possibly a trap. Possible Extortion? I authorise Mira Vista, Holyoke (from Nov’23) and Umass authorities to make my medical records public. Please read the discharge summary. I recently also consulted a doctor from AIIMS. I do have those papers also.

As I successfully completed my PGP degree from Indian School of Public Policy last year (Aug’22-July’23), I was able to continue my education into a fully funded MBA fellowship in Isenberg School Of Management, University of Massachusetts Amherst with a monthly stipend of approximately 1200 dollars. I was very happy. Reached US at the end of August'23 and settled in. I did face a few troubles initially there especially with certain people living in boulders, but I concentrated in my studies. I did not care much! Somewhere in October’23 my youngest brother – Alok Agarwal and I communicate in a call. He tells me that he had lost a lot of money and property in fighting the troubles I was facing. I would be all alone in the fight now. If required, he could give me some money but not in future. He said suicide could an option to be committed in front a lot of people. I was beyond worried. ?I had a few questions in my mind so I came back to India on 29th December’23 and then sat and spoke to my father, brothers and mother the same day. After my questions ended, I softly tapped my father on his cheeks. My youngest brother jumped on me and started beating me. My father caught my legs, my middle brother caught my hands and my youngest brother showered his legs on my head. My head pained for one month approximately. I did not know what was happening...later I pulled the youngest brother's hair. Soon after that the youngest brother called the police on me. My family were trying to file violence charges against me. In return, I said I would press attempt to murder charge connected to a 911 incident in the US. Yes! I did make the 911 call for suicidal Ideation. My conscience is clear. Almost I mean. My ex-flat mates from boulders 169C had already traumatized me to a high extent. My youngest brother triggered it saying he had lost a money fighting the problems that I was facing and the flat mates were asking more money for they believed I was gay. My family instantly withdrew their charges and send back the police. For a week, I was sleeping and watching television in the house. I thought I won. Quite Dumb! When I was sleeping, five to six men barged into the house and forced me into a sumo type car and took me to a drug rehab. A drug rehab is a horrible place, probably worse in India, where one is locked in a room and forced medicines with four men holding one with no proper diagnosis. The goddamn rehab guy also plays a crucial role in the diagnosis! the soiled food plates are kept and washed in Indian toilets. If one throws money, one could be kept there for life. I was there for two months. The thing is I am carrying my attached behavioural reports from Mira Vista and have no history of drugs whatsoever. I solely travelled from New York to New Delhi and then to Bagdogra clearing all the US and Indian Custom checks and American and Vistara Airline checks! I don’t understand why my family thinks whenever someone asks about money goddamn drug rehab is the best place! I had lost my education and visa because of the security protocols. As per homeland security protocols, If one does not enrol in the university within 14 days of the start of the semester, the visa is automatically terminated. ?As I got out of the rehab (within 3-6 days), my family decided to take me to NIMHANS, Bangalore. I was not well both mentally and physically when I got out of the rehab. My father and mother fabricated evidence under the influence of my youngest brother in front of the doctor in NIMHANS again. I was misdiagnosed. AGAIN! the medicine was heavier. This entire time I was under the assumption that my family could do not do this to me. I kept on questioning my father that why did he stop my education. My father wanted to put him in rehab again. His sister and sisters’ son were all excited about it! My father and youngest brother tried to defame me as well using these papers. How fucked up the society is! They really wanted me to get better! This time my mother, aunt and uncle stopped me from going to rehab. Fortunately! I wonder if I would be alive otherwise. I would have, probably! I and my mother shifted to a different house.? I sat to give GMAT again. With the medicines, I scored 1 percentile. My health was worsening. I stopped the medicines. Eventually, after 35-45 days, I reached 96 percentile in the mocks again. Now I was staying alone. I started connecting the dots backwards. The assumption that about ones' belief in family was shaken. I have requested for a review of my diagnosis in the same reputed medical institute, NIMHANS and am now voluntarily admitted. After the rehab experience, I am happy that it’s a voluntary admission where I am asked about medicines. Now, I am planning to disown my family because living in such toxicity hampers my thought process. I believe that I was one of the best students in the class in US. At least the most resilient! One change is that I am going to speak up! Coincidentally, on 18th Dec I met another friend in US who indicated to me that my family might not allow me to come back! I have no regrets of coming to India! Why the am I writing this? This is to withhold that If I die, it would be a cold-blooded murder led by youngest brother – Alok Agarwal and my father – Bajrang lal Agarwal. I have made this far and I refuse to give up!! There is one possibility, though it may be possible that might not be the case, that my brother Alok Agarwal extorted money possibly along with certain people living in boulders for evidence that they knew was tampered from the very beginning (discussed in the first para) because

1.????? For my family says they wanted to see me get better. Who the calls the police after beating? And then sends the police back against attempt to murder charges (I lied that I had the recordings!) ---- does it qualify as HARASSMENT?

2.????? If my family thinks that I was mentally ill (inspite of the reports from Mira Vista), why the fuck would you keep me in the horribly bad goddamn drug rehab? Just to be clear I have no history of taking drugs also!! ?Why did take me to a mental institute later? Is that HARASSMENT to murder???

3.????? Why did you manipulate the diagnosis of a reputed medical institute? Is that attempt to MURDER? (We can wait for the reviewed diagnosis also!)

4.????? If someone asks about money, is it enough to consider them mentally ill?

5.????? Why did my youngest brother – Alok Agarwal give me suicide as an option? (have you accepted this in phone calls to doctors though you may say that you said it in anger?)

6.????? Why the fuck on earth would you stop my fully funded education and put me in a horribly bad rehab instead?

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In spite all of this, I managed to score 3.825/4 in my first semester in US.

What is the most beautiful and intelligent thing in a human?

It is that one understands with all one’s might what’s going on and stands by what’s right!

What is the fundamental nature of Law?

No innocent should be punished whatever the situation is. If required, one would let the guilty go, in order to save the innocent.

Also, what would be great is that an exact amount of donation is made to the University because some people have gone from both the sides of the coin but the University has not! Probably even I have not done much wrong. In the process if my I could get my seat back that would be great.

I am done with my family and I want a way out!

It would be great if anyone could come forward for help.

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Raunak