My choices are to rest in piece or find something that can fit my needs

Well its almost a month now that I have been recovering from what I want to regard as a Interpretive perspective that grew in to a normative stance and manifested it self in to a climax of events that allowed a critical perspective to be developed.

I can now start to see some reality starting to form awareness that I won’t be able to rest long except in peace.  

An explanation of the expanding and developing, interpretive perspective.

It's called “WARN Act notice”. So the company was four to five months away from being sold for the second time when I joined it . An amazing journey it was.

Not to get into technical or proprietary details but I wonder when a lemon laws going to come around to manufactured product for military use instead of soaking up our tax dollar contracts finding out they'll never work.

So the place was sold to Big Money a lot of smoke was blown up the ass and the big boys gave us two years to go from what was thought to be finished prototype and ready for mass production.

Unbelievable, no way, no how. The product was designed to un-machine’ able and mold-able tolerances and had been in development 10 years by a non-funded, for-profit origination. 

So two years latter, well after what was realized as, instead of the mass production, what was a little trickle could be produced and was still at what was said to be a 50% failure rate.

Then one day, within an hour's notice we were property of a asset brokerage holding company 3 to 5 Weeks Later, well the warn Act doesn't apply to your individual performance was said. With that I post this letter of reference from a very wonderful boss one of the four that was assigned over my time there.  I don't think I'm going back to work, I'm kind of like done.

I want a job in a flower shop after all; one of the flowers is no longer illegal!

Just going to limp on down the road until I am ether, property of that road, or an illegal alien.

Like Dad I’m done.

Therefore, this critical perspective need’s to and can only be changed by time and the elements that created it.

Therefor my choices are to rest in piece or find something that can fit my needs as well as be a mutual benefit for all. I am handicap with extreme tinnitus and hyperacusis hearing along with misophonia. Not all are recognized by the AMA as a handicap and definitely not recognized as a disability and employers in my past industry really don’t give a care unless they think they are legally obligated. No one has a clue what its like except hoses whom experience all three for them self’s and then to what degree Interpretive, normative or critical.

I’ve had enough experience in time to doubt my self. But this only allows me to see closer to my conditioned or genetically persuaded believe of what I perceive as possibilities that may mathematically occur, in an effort to look, watch and see where I am steering clear of, in the road of time so to guard and protect my personal existence. 

Money can only sustain your existence but it can also destroy your existence when a collapse occurs in or at any level that’s prohibits your needs from sustaining your existence. 

So this is life?