The mushrooms are growing everywhere

What’s been coming up:

Facing fears

Clearing energies

Cleaning up

Facing reality

Opening to abundance 

Looking out for myself 

Loving myself

Facing the cold truth of personal and business finances

Being humbled by my constant self-doubt

Being ok with numbers after many years of love/hate relationship with the mathematical, analytical mind

Softening my heart

Developing compassion for myself and others 

Being patient

Being ok with wild mood swings

Coming to terms with the manic/depressive cycles

Listening without ideas

Allowing people to be themselves 

Letting go of control

Being authentic 

Making difficult decisions

Being ok with not being able to satisfy every demand on my time

Living mostly appointment-free

Holding everyone’s perspectives with softness

Being grateful

Enjoying the sun and ocean

Being naked most of the time

Flowing with the elements

Realizing I’m a warm weather person for life

Moving forward

Waiting for no one

Following the mushroom

Communing with the mushroom

Bowing to the mushroom

Continually being reminded how fragile and short life is

We are all traumatized to one extent or another. Some of our conditioning is so deep, we might keep looping back for a while, no matter how much work we have done on ourselves.

I’ve realized I’m slow. I used to think I was smart, but I’m quite certain I’ve been wrong my entire life. There are so many types of intelligence. Intellectual intelligence is just one. Emotional intelligence is way more valuable. It helps us to be happy. I haven’t met too many happy intellectuals. Too much to prove with words and theories. Always wanting to be right. Constantly thinking. Furrowed brows. Wanting to add on. Better to take away everything and see what’s left. Better to not inflate ego with name and fame. Best to be able to walk away from society at any moment. Pride always comes before the fall.

Whenever a feeling of superiority creeps in, let's wipe it out however way we can, like our lives depend on it. Otherwise, we're on track for more suffering.

Non-attachment is the way. I’m not a good example. I cling to everything.

Open source everything. Practicing generosity. This is true leadership. Who can give it all away without asking for anything in return? Only the most confident and faithful. If we don’t compete, we can’t lose. Platforms are the way. Who is able to let go of small visions when faced with the opportunity to dissolve into the infinite?

Community. It’s so important. It’s the key to healing. We can’t do it alone. Isolation leads to addictions and depression and anxiety. Modern cities are created for corporations, not happy human beings. Humans are meant to live in the wild.

We learn a lot about the system when we dig into law and finances. So many obstacles for the ordinary person, so many rules, so many limitations, so many fees and taxes. The system is made by the few, for the few. Look at cannabis — mostly blacks and Hispanics rotting in jail for nonviolent drug charges while a small group of already-wealthy mostly older white men hoard all the cash.

The government cares about itself. The mafia, the silent business partner. It will always use force against its own people when push comes to shove.

The mushrooms are growing everywhere now. There’s no turning back. We either befriend them and become allies, or we fear them, reject them, and get left behind in evolutionary game. We either surrender ourselves to and allow ourselves to be taken over by Intelligence, or we continue to destroy ourselves, each other, and the planet. We are part of something so much greater than just our bodies and minds. The human species is just a blip in history. Let’s wake up and get our acts together.

Just some rambling thoughts of a crazy person.

So much gratitude for everyone in my life. Everyone a teacher, a reflection, a mirror, a projection. All the judgments I make, just showing me how I judge myself. So much support and love and abundance when we just open and rest in the feminine.

Love and light to everyone ?????

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