Memories of my very loving parents

This is what I was like as a 3 year old if any1 wanted 2 know what I was like as a toddler! I got kicked out of nursery school 4 sitting in the corner & crying 4 my Mommy & not wanting to play at the sand table or kitchen w/the other 3 year olds! At age 4 my Mom took me back 4 the pre-k class, I made a very strong impression at age 3, Maddie Price the teacher had to pick me up & carry me & gave me to my mother I was crying so much! They took 1 look at me at age 4 & said I wasn't ready yet! I was very happy about that, I could spend more time w/my mommy playing w/the little people sets she bought me, the doll house & school, then we'd walk 2 the local playground & I'd share a half of tuna fish sandwich on a roll w/her, goldfish crackers & very fine apple juice! I'd climb after! Then when Larry was ready at age 3 they still didn't 4get me & remembered me so well they wouldn't except him thinking he was like me! Daddy said Larry was a laid back baby & I was active & hyper, he had to put me in his bed as an infant or I wouldn't sleep & cry all night! As an adult I said u could have crushed me, he said no1 would get any sleep but my dr said to let me cry it out! I was addicted 2 the bottle & on the bottle to age 3 3/4, so addicted in a hotel we stayed in Daddy had 2 go 2 the bar late at night to get my Duke I couldn't sleep w/out it! I couldn't say milk it came out Duke! I remember they put ice w/my Duke, then Daddy had to pour it into my baby bottle! Now I'm addicted 2 coffee & sip that all day long! I was a very picking & finicky eater at age 4 months it said in my pediatric records I would not eat unless my Daddy told me stories! It also said does not eat at all, thats how it was until my teens he was always trying to make me eat! He said his mother was the same w/him, he was a very skinny child too! Larry would eat anything & couldn't stop eating! I hadn't changed much I slept w/my parents till I was a teenager, I'd cry even at 7 & feel unloved if I had to sleep alone & was afraid of monsters in my closet! I did sleep in my bed sometimes that was hard, the t.v. had to be on 2 keep me company & theres nothing on at 2 am thats good! At 4 I was at Sears bored & playing & hiding under the clothes rack my Mom was shoping 4 her clothes, Daddy got mad I think he couldn't find me & yanked me out so fast, he pulled my arm out of my socket & called my pediatrician & he said to bring me right down! Daddy was nice after & let me sit in the front seat & the dr fixed my arm quickly! I should have still been in a stroller, I was only 32 lbs! Larry was in my carseat we couldn't afford 2! He out grew it at 4 so I got it back at age 8 & used it on long rides till I was age 9! I was 4'2''& 55 lbs! Then Daddy threw it away & I still wanted it & could have fit in it another year! I didn't like when he got rid of the baby crib, I played in there till I was 7, Larry got a bed, so he unassembled it & put it in the basement! I never wanted 2 grow up, I loved being a cute lil skinny kid! I was a show off 2! I played hookey a lot, I didn't like going to school or 2nd grade so I'd stay home even when I wasn't sick & I was sick a lot 2! Daddy would yell at me b4 he had 2 leave 4 school at 7 am then! I would watch Family Ties reruns, Nickelodeon kid shows like Pinwheel, Today's Special, Belle & Sebastian! I'd watch the Disney Channel You & Me Kid, Welcome To Pooh Corner! Cartoons, Inspector Gadget, He-Man, She-Ra! I'd go down to the basement & explore & find new treasures! Get dirty & make a mess 2, I'd look all over the house 4 treasures! I'd climb on all the furniture, pretend it was mountains! I was a very active child w/an big imagination! My Mom let me & Larry have a hot dog on the back porch as a picnic! Then I'd take my lil tykes red plastic wagon & go down the driveway 20 times that was fun! A dark chocolate Hersey's bar 4 snack! I think Dinner was a battle, I didn't like what my mom served usually! I mushed the meat & potato w/ ketchup together & ate it that way! Daddy was always forcing me 2 eat dinner saying my nails r blue & I'll die of anorexia it scared me, I was 7 & didn't even know what that was! I was 45 lbs & around 4' tall! I liked Mom's Tuna! They ended up giving me Kraft mac & cheese & Swanson Fried chicken, turkey & stuffing type dinners usually cause I ate that w/out a fight! I barely ate lunch, the teachers had to make sure I took a few bites it was PB & J, Hi-C fruit punch juice box & wise potato chips & chips ahoy cookies most everyday, yucky! I'm still a very picky eater, I haven't changed much!!! Christian Mc*y Mazze, This blog is about my sister's childhood & growing up, an honest real look at how childhood really is! It's hard 4 both the child & the parent, especially if your child is on the autistic spectrum! Any interest or thoughts about my sister's writing style, I would really appreciate some input, thank you so much! Larry Berman