THE MATURE ANOREXIC

?ANOREXIA

The anorexic feels like a powerhouse when empty but with fullness anxiety, that's the syndrome see.

Fear of fullness is the main characteristic of anorexics. It brings depression, anxiety and panic.

When she's empty she feels lightheaded, spiritual, energetic and awake. When full it's hell ok.

Low weight on the scales brings elation, a sense of. accomplishment. High weight is tragic.

A LOW WEIGHT POWERHOUSE

Low weight and emptiness is a powerhouse of an eternal reality. It's elation and being happy.

Feeling over-full brings a panic and wanting to call 911. It's an emergency of feeling death coming on.

The mature anorexic learns to eat break-fast only. She does her writing, eats then flies off to eternity.

Eat again and fullness fear takes over. She has to take Benadryl or some other calmer, all bummers.

If she eats once and not again she wakes up thin and energetic, ready to be a powerhouse/quick.

Her friends pray for her when they see her routine. They don't see it as the best they've ever seen.

This anorexic routine is like an amphetamine, putting her on a elation trip all day you see [free].

The immature anorexic uses purging to do it. This is a disgusting thing [must mature beyond it].

EMPTINESS BRINGS ELATION

If emptiness brings elation and fullness brings panic and depression the young choose purgation.?

Eating again after breakfast feels like a complete failure. Never again she thinks, becoming mature.

They all want her to eat lunch or dinner. Gradually she flies free of these losers from the culture.

Waking up after a successful one-meal routine the previous day is ELATION: it is heaven ok.

A mature anorexic makes it to old age while the immature die early in utter tragedy ok.

One meal a day: "I can see clearly now". Eating again after breakfast: "life is hell and misery": wow.

One meal and maybe a snack: raisins and almonds in the aft. But not too much or hell comes back.

The anorexic is so ultra-sensitive that the routine saves her life but break it and it's only strife.

Anti-depressants only increase the hellish nature of life. It's terrifying getting off those things, aye.

The mature anorexic is a saint to live. No alcohol, pot, jet pills, drugs, coffee or caffeine: ick.

Any transgression of her routine will bring terror. Her bad days becoming mature are bummers.

She finds ONE food that works for her and sticks to that. Mine was tacos and raisins in the aft.

Shopping list and nothing other: tortillas, tomatoes, lettuce, cheese, raisins, olives and peppers.

Having grown up in Southern California it was tacos for me. Others may choose other foods see.

The mature anorexic makes wise decision for herself and her detractors can just go to hell.

Paleo scientists say it's our first food-adaptations that are best for us. Tacos were it, they're delicious.

Asian noodles with peas & corn would be neutral. Alternate with spaghetti, tacos and potatoes.

Alternating meals is essential for the chemically sensitive. Since allergy sets in, we just gotta do it.

ISOLATION IS POWER

The mature anorexic learns isolation is her friend and not to trust many or get hurt again and again.

On the road to maturity she gets hurt by her own pure naiveté: that is, trusting people too early.

The mature anorexic strikes a balance. 95 on the scales is joyous but lower and it's just too much.

If I weren't a scientist with a Ph.D. they'd lock me up for talking like this as dangerous or at least silly.

I believe E.D. clinics are dangerous. Making them eat thrice a day enforced by dominant lunatics.

The anorexic is an overachiever and independent. The E.D. clinic makes her cow-tow, it's sad friends.

I was banned from all eating disorder groups on facebook. That's how they are: schmucks.

They want em rounded & curvaceous but the anorexic knows only thin is elegant & advantageous.

E.D. clinics run on what they "think" not what they know. They are dangerous, let ME tell them how.

They tell the girls how to get used to fullness or see it as a delight. This is so foolish and just not right.

GREAT ACTRESSES WERE THIN

Great actresses in history were thin as could be. Look at Barbara Stanwyck or other greats, see?

Thin is fun, thin feels good. But skip lunch and dinner and they'll look you up, so misunderstood.

Satisfied but empty: starry nights and days are happy. Full and lethargic: it's hell on earth honey.

Eat once then by fasting you can handle everything. Eat more than you can't, a bad mood's in swing.

Most people have several undigested meals in their gut along with retained feces making em nuts.

Many of these are counselors in E.D. clinics, coaching poor anorexics to be like them: lunatics!

It feels so uncomfortable to be in that state. I'm telling you, having break-fast only is the only way.

Spaghetti for my meal does work for me and it may for you. It all depends what you began with Sue.

A lot of em have potato chips, doesn't seem like much. But that kinda thing lines the cells a bunch.

Let your snacks be raisins/almonds or grapes. You'll be thanking me if that's all you eat later ok.

After a history of binging & purging an anorexic is likely to have MCS: multiple chemical sensitivities.

With MCS, everything makes her sick. If smart she'll drop caffeine, alcohol, pot and chocolate.

TO ANOREXICS, A SPECIAL CLASS:

I'm a mature anorexic, finally allowed to be. But I'm established and independent so can be free.

But what of young girls who are locked up and force fed? It's disgusting, I'll say it to the end.

To the anorexic: take my advice and you'll be happy. Don't and you'll be victimized badly sweetie.

It was a life-saving revelation I had one day: that full phobia explained all my bad moods ok.

This was such a revelation & discovery my life changed completely and now every day is happy.

As anorexics we are different, a special class. We are achievers & saints but never knew it, alas.

The solution for us peculiar ones is to fast every day. The saints fast daily and then give to humanity.

Full-phobia defines us as a class or syndrome. It's not an illness except for the immature & young.

Now remember: one delicious meal then flying high all day, taking anything that comes your way.

Sensitivity can be bad as depression & panic attacks come easily but food control calms it see.?

A terror/depression would hit but since I took control after breakfast this hasn't happened sis.

ANOREXIC LISTS, PLANS & ROUTINES

Isolation, rigid routines and lists mark the mature anorexic though "they" say they mark the sick.

With food plans like one meal a day your moods are controlled too. Try it and see this soon.

One meal then you KNOW you're in fasting consciousness and that it'll be a bright day sis.

I made a list of eight things I ate, never to deviate. No more trying things only to feel stuffed later ok.

The hypersensitive must alternate days, e.g.: spaghetti [8 oz], tacos [4] or potatoes with avocado ok.

Whole continents exist on starch: beans, corn, wheat or rice and they're energetic and thin, aye.

There's nothing WRONG with self-control. It's a fruit of the spirit but anorexics are blamed for it.

Most people have NO control. They're subject to whims and impulses: just look in their shopping carts.

I'm 5'3" & 96 pounds: perfect for me. The Asian female body type is 20 lbs lighter than American fatties.

I'm not Asian but the fact a lower weight is normal for some is enough for me to accept it hon'.

If I die soon it won't be from anorexia. Most do you know, it's the biggest killer for all of ya.

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Never force deadlines on yourself for unplanned detours are God's way to improve it all.