A Letter From my Depression

A Letter From my Depression

I’m surrounded by all these people.

I feel like a freak amongst the normal.

I don’t belong here.

I wish I could sore above the clouds.

Feel the wind in my face.

Freedom.

I want to feel safe in this home I call my body.

But freaks aren’t allowed to fly.

I don’t belong.

My thoughts aren’t mine.

I’m running out of time.

This puzzle needs to be solved.If it can be solved at all.

Cut the red wire...no the green...maybe the blue.

Fuck it.

Cut them all.

The shockwave will kills us all.

Rip the circuit board from my brain.

Tear out my wires.

Don’t rebuild me.

Let me die.

I was defective from birth.

I will no longer hurt.

I don’t belong.

I am the freak that will no longer hide.


Don’t forget you are never alone. If you are suffering...If you are hurting...you are not alone. I am with you. We will thrive. We will be victorious.

As a professional Co-Active Coach, I specialize in helping people in both personal and professional development...most importantly, I help people get unstuck and get shit done so they can stop wishing for a fulfilling life and start living a fulfilling life. With over 1,000 hours of coaching, I serve clients on an international level. If you are ready for a powerful journey contact me at: [email protected]

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Herman Petersen

B.lEd. at University of Calgary

5 年

Been there??; leaving there is soooo tough. Congratulations, Matt; You are Inspiring!!!

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TeriAnn F.

Founder CYBERPARENTALGUARDIANS.COM 4 Victims & Survivors #CPG @GlobalGoodwillAmbassadorsFoundation @GrowingMissDaisy

5 年

Matt, I have followed your journey for some time now & I respect you so much.

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Zoe Bell ??????

The Alignment Wytch | Founder of The Mystics Temple | Wayshower | Author & Artist "For Those Ready to Remember Their Power" ~ Elevating Visionaries To SOAR ??

5 年

I fucking love this!! Boom nailed it and a fellow poet - the language of the soul Matt Gagnon, CPCC,PCC,FOP

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Beata Synowiec

Associate Real Estate Broker?? breath- the source of life and light. ??

5 年

"Have you ever been so close to crying but your smile anyways?"-unknown? One that feels depression must admit it and find ways to deal with it. Awesome article. ??????

Whoa. That was powerful! Thanks for sharing

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