A Letter of Apology to my Inner - Child
Haimanti De
IT Specialist @ IBM | AI for Leaders | Newsletter-YesIcanIamaMOM?????? Mamma of 2, Working, my stock is full of stories I want to share with the World.
Dear my Inner Child,
Subject: Permission to Re-parent and heal you.
I couldn't believe what I saw that day. You were 8 years old and crying. You were not angry at anyone else. You were just angry with ME!
Your words - "You didn't love me enough. You left me alone here crying all these years."
It hit me very hard.
I am SORRY
While nothing can bring you back all the years when you were stuck alone in the darkness.
I am you and I come from future.
Don't worry. I have got you. I will never leave you again alone.
Today as I embrace you, I take away all your fears of molestation, shame, guilt, self-sabotaging with me.
Allow me to be your mother and heal you. Let me make you feel safe, till you are totally one with me and ready to reach the greatest heights planned for you.
In your fear, you hated things which are actually good for you and loved things that are actually bad for you.
Believe that everything has been planned and written in your storyline in the best way for you.
Remember, that a beautiful lotus is found only in the muddy regions. Diamond is just a piece of coal which transformed itself. It was needed for you to go through all kinds of suffering that a child and woman can go through. The day I decided and came out my comfort zone, leaving behind all kinds of toxic environment, there was no looking back.
Come with me with 100% trust on me.
Love
Your Future Self.
Inspiration taken from
a) Embracing Inner Child Work: Reparent and Heal Your Inner Child (manhattanmentalhealthcounseling.com)
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