Let It Be

I was living a lie.

Something within me broke over the past 48 hours.

I had believed in myself and my ability to achieve my goal of manifesting a million dollars (among my ability to manifest everything in my life) for so long. I had brainwashed myself into believing it but I was not in alignment with myself. I had conflicting beliefs.

I could feel the doubt trickling out of me. Then it started gushing until finally the damn burst open and my emotions spilled out of me. I was unable to control them.

As I picked up the shattered pieces, I could see all of the pain and fear and doubt for what it really was. I realize now that I needed to get to that point, that I needed to experience those emotions to reveal a new path forward.

And now, with one foot on that path, I can see in hindsight just how clearly it fixes everything. All of these problems are no longer eating away at me. I accept them and am grateful for them because they are allowing me to rebuild myself stronger than ever.

I had spent so long wanting, waiting, and preparing - my body simply couldn't handle it anymore. I am still processing and taking the physical steps necessary but spiritually, I am and can be. Through this pain, I have been reborn a new person.

In the past, I have said that I need to become the person who achieves my goal. But I put a gap between my desires and my reality. I am no longer doing that. I must simply be who I want to be. I cannot wait any longer.

That means some pretty significant changes in my life and business. That means some hard choices. That means facing my fears and doubts head-on with unwavering courage. I've been preparing for this moment all year and it's finally here.

It means taking steps that I hadn't planned for but I can see that the universe has a short cut and I'm gonna take it. Otherwise, it wouldn't have broken me.

If I had stayed on that path, I would have missed my exit and I would have failed my goal. I can see that now from a few important conversations I've had recently.

Whether I knew it or not, I was manifesting my failure. I had a hunch and I told myself that I needed to change. But I did not anticipate the level of change that has happened. It's exactly what I needed!

I am ready. I am excited. I have faith. And above all, I know I'm here for a reason and that this is exactly where I need to be - right here, right now, in this very moment, forever <3

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