Journey of my life without a wife.

Life is all about courage and keep moving ahead.

I started working at the Age of 19 and got rejected 98 times from so many companies.

I had skills to communicate well but still nobody hired me.

I never gave up so as my family who was my support in bad times, especially my sisters.

They kept on giving me money, to board a bus and travel to different places.

I tried with different approaches and no luck.

One day after so many rejection i thought of leaving New delhi and came back to my hometown (saharanpur) for peace and to be with my parents.

We were not that rich to even support our daily needs properly and my mother started giving Rs 200 monthly.

I had my friends and enjoyed sometime with them and came back to delhi.

Luckily after trying for few more months and rejections i got a job.

I was so happy and my family eveyone had a smile on their face.

I worked there for 14 days and got fired.

Again same journey to keep on trying and i am talking about a job merely for Rs 5k-10k.

Then one day a girl came into my life, extremely rich and well educated, she made me see another part of delhi which i never explored and she made me eat in expensive restraunts and food courts and i was super lucky to have her.

Exploring so many place twice a week and travelling in Auto-rickshaw, when you do not have a penny to spend and travel you feel amazing and demoralised at the same time. I tried to pursuade her to make less expenses but she was rich dad's lad and she never listened.

Amazing days started and kept on enjoying as well as learning as she was superb with english pronunciation and she was qualified from good schools. she became a stepping stone in my life who taught me the language properly or hahaha maybe i grasped it as i am a quick learner.

Then finally i got a job and started earning and gifted many things to her and my family. I used to spend my entire 10k on shopping for myself and parents.

Life taught me to live like a king and on the same hand i never lost my roots where i belong.

Then my days started and i kept on changing jobs and all the Top big Mnc's started hiring me and i used to leave every organisation after 3-4 months.

Money started flowing and i enjoyed life with her, till that time she bought a car and we started travelling by a carrrrrr, A feeling for a small town guy toi get luxurious and enjoying every part of it.

After few years came back to my hometown and got settled leaving her behind, then earned enormously good and built my home and a new office for my father and i started enjoying life untill covid-19 came and i lost most of my business and in Aug 2021 i joined a new company, I started where i left in 2013 and again trying to grow, where all my friends are earning 1-2lkhs per month.

I know i made mistakes but i never stopped learning and upskilling myself and will never stop trying untill my life and that determination will keep me alive to grow as much as i can maybe slower than my pals but never loose hope.

I will shine again touching the sky and i am grateful to my family.