It's Happening

I didn't realize it, but I spent the past 6 months figuring out what I wanted to be when I grew up. That was a major component that had always been missing in my life, but it became an increasingly important challenge to solve on this journey.

Only now do I feel like I'm actually working on the money part lol

I've always sucked at making money

But that is no longer the case : )

The most I've ever made in a year is a little north of $80k personally (cash). Six months into this challenge and I've done about half that. So I'm right on track for my best year by a skosh lol - nothing has changed...

It's all in my mind. Deep in my subconscious mind, there's a block. It's a dam that's holding back the flow of money and wealth and financial freedom and abundance in my life - and has for my entire life.

It's my fundamental belief about money. How I think about money and interact with money. I'm realizing more and more that I don't respect money and that awareness has allowed me to change my relationship with money and wealth.

That's all been there from my childhood - hardwired in. I don't even know what the belief is that's holding me back but I KNOW I need to change it. I will change it. I am changing it. It is done.

Because now I realize that money is a symbol. It's not about the money itself. It's about surrounding myself with things that represent wealth.

I've always worn clothes until they fall off of me because I hate to throw things out and be wasteful. I never buy myself new things because I hate shopping.

I've always been frugal with my money, prefering to save it rather than spend it.

I've always said, I don't need much. I'm easy or I'm simple. So I'll take the cheapest option because it doesn't bother me.

So now I'm gonna spoil myself and surround myself with cool things : )

I've set my standards higher

Now that I can more clearly see the fundamental beliefs that are holding me back, I can start to shape new and healthier habits toward money:

• I practice a daily mantra around money, wealth, and abundance several times a day
• Every time I use my credit card, I express gratitude that I have the money to spend
• I practice gratitude in my journal for the things I can afford and the impact they have on my life
• I catch myself when talking poorly about money and change my thoughts to be positive
• I read nightly about the power of the subconscious mind and how to make money
• I journal 6 times a day, write this newsletter...I'm doing more things than I can count lol

It's only been a day or two since I really put an emphasis on my relationship with money. My beliefs about money and my relationship with it.

I can already feel it happening : )

I can feel my beliefs shifting around money. I feel more confident about money. I feel more confident about making a lot more of it - not just to get to a million, but to keep going, for the rest of my life.

I like money. I love it. I use it wisely, constructively, and judiciously. Money is constantly circulating in my life. I release it with joy, and it returns to me multiplied in a wonderful way. It is good and very good. Money flows to me in avalanches of abundance. I use it for good only, and I am grateful for my good and for the riches of my mind. I am one with the infinite riches of my subconscious mind. I am forever conscious of my true worth!

Join me on this journey...

I am manifesting $1M working for myself this year. Follow the Manifest a Million Challenge every Sunday through Thursday night - a look at my progress, plans, and thoughts throughout it all.

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