It's all new beginnings (still)

I find myself sitting with an empty page with no idea exactly what might come out. I take stock of the current moment. Where am I at in my life right now? How does that place feel? The title of this article pops into my head. Though the words are mine, they are not new. I realize the theme of new beginnings is indeed continuing in my life. Right now, the new beginning is launching several projects simultaneously. An undertaking I am realizing is taking a toll on me. I counsel myself that next time, I’ll be more focused on singular outcomes, not movement on every front. Though, it is indeed a series of new beginnings. So perhaps I will actually be able to take my own advice on this one eventually. Once things have lifted off the ground, I do believe I’ll have the opportunity to dedicate weeks or months in succession towards the furtherance of one area of my life’s goals, and my own personal missions.

The sun feels warm and reassuring on my skin, even though I’m sitting inside a glass-panelled greenhouse on a roof terrace. It keeps me out of the wind. Dare I say that Buenos Aires can develop a bit of chill from time to time, despite my having arrived after years of living in Amsterdam. There, horizontally-propelled ice and rain forms the greeting of a winter’s day upon walking out the front door. Safe to say it’s an improvement on the extremities of the winters for this Australian bloke. The feeling of the Southern Sun on my skin helps me feel like I’m in the right place. I remind myself. After so many months of travelling, it’s time to make things happen.

Priority #1 remains my documentary, ‘Littlesky’. I’m still coming to terms with how this project has taken on a life of its own. The reason I began the project though, was because the story already felt far bigger than me. There was a sense of responsibility to continue the pursuit to its completion. I never could've imagined the scope or reach of this undertaking, and that has resulted in the feeling of overwhelm especially since the beginning of this year. This could be partially attributed to the death of a friend, and the subject of my documentary Rod ‘Littlesky’ Bandura, the growth of my team, and the fact that I'm challenged to put roots down into a new city. In coming months I will be beginning a full-scale publicity campaign and crowdfunding effort to see the film gain the largest possible traction and impact. Before I even arrived in Canada, this film felt bigger than me, and now there is no denying the momentum and purpose of this project. It's entirely new to me and to say that it's a learning process would be an understatement. With every passing day, I gain new skills, perspectives, and deepening connections around the world.

As it takes shape, ‘Littlesky’ the production, is also allowing me to begin laying the foundations of Farálore as its own entity. As I mentioned, I’m building a team around the film, and my network of collaborators around the world continues to grow. Farálore is fast becoming its own beast at the same time. We’re building partnerships here in Buenos Aires and around the world in the pursuit of the furtherance of the mission to expand with story, music, and nature as the driving forces.

Another priority is the release of my debut album as a solo artist. This project has been a labor of love, weaving together my experiences and growth over the past decade. It represents a significant personal milestone and an opportunity to share my musical journey with a broader audience. As I prepare for its release, I’m eager to connect with listeners and fellow musicians, bringing my vision to life through live performances and collaborations. Though, a tough decision to delay it’s release until I can dedicate more time to has been necessary. Stay tuned.?

The final major priority is my work as a conscious coach, which is rapidly becoming a deeply rewarding area of my life. Coaching allows me to help others navigate their own journeys, combining my passion for personal development with my professional skills. My goals include fostering genuine connections with people looking to tap into a deeper relationship with themselves and their creativity. I’m here to empower individuals to achieve their fullest potential. Seeing the impact of this work is incredibly fulfilling and reinforces my commitment to supporting others on their paths.

There are many other priorities right now, but as I alluded, they’re in their formation in many ways. I’m confident their parts will continue to fall into place. I’m not too stressed (tell that to my chiropractor). Thank goodness I’ve learned some of the key abilities to recognize and manage overwhelm, maintain balance in my productivity and relaxation, and continue practicing health-focused exercises for mind, body, and soul. If you threw up in your mouth a little bit at that last sentence, that’s ok. I did too. But I’ll be damned if it ain’t exactly the key to living the life you’ve always dreamed of. Signing off absolutely bursting with gratitude. No matter how you found this splattering of words on the internet, I wish you a great inward journey.

Benjamin Webster