It's all about being yourself

How do you live your life?

When thunderstorm comes, do you run yourself through it or do you sit and wait until it's safe?

For me, truth is, it does not really matter how you do it, but how much of what you do and how you do is based on your own will. Facing the storm or waiting for it doesn't say whether you are brave or not, it says how much you know yourself or not.?

I am learning everyday, that life is not about doing what others want you to do. Nor how or when others want you to do. Life is about you! Yeah, maybe a completely selfish statement, blame me for it. But I also learnt that it's inevitably truth that when you feel good, the ones that matters around you, will feel this vibe and a beautiful cycle starts.?

It's about getting to know yourself. Respecting yourself. Your timing. Your momentum. It's about dancing with a loud music at 2pm just because you feel like. Or laughing out loud if something made you feel like, or in my case when I get my body thrown to the ground in my Judo classes, and can't hold myself laughing on my own fall. It's about going after that butterfly effect in your stomach because it makes you feel alive. It's crying when you feel emotional and fragile. Yes, you can cry! It's about being human.?

I love pretending I am the Wonder Woman, I dress up the cape and just face stuff that are tough. But truth again is that, we are not made of steel, nor have super powers, we are just humans. Humans with a gift, gift to be alive. Gift to be born everyday with the chance to restart. A new You everyday. And why not to press the start button, over and over, if that's what's going to make us feel better!?

We will need to play games, personally or corporate. We will need to be patient, things dont happen at our pace all the time, step by step things find its way. But above all, we must do what we like. What we love. With who we love and want to be with. Not only personally but professionally. What gets a spark in our eyes. What makes us breath calmly or takes our breath away, but above all, makes us feel alive. I have always said: if I am to be out and far from my family 10 hours a day, it must be worthwhile.

I don't think I will ever get to know myself fully, deeply, but I am on this fantastic journey, to discover, everyday, this new me, who has endless willingness to live. And I will!