Improve oneself

They all say,

You have to improve yourself,

Especially when you are getting in your middle-aged,

They say You have to read,

Yes, I read more than 100 books every year, but I don’t feel good.

They say you have to learn English,

My English is enough to read and talk and write, but I haven’t seen its useful.

They say you have to lose weight and manage your fit.

Well, some App told me I have the perfect figure. I’m not feel happy about it.

Life sometimes and maybe always like a black hole,

It blots up all the energy from you year by year until you give up.

Oh, they also say you have to do meditation.

Yes, I did, I tried, and I am not good at it. 

Just can’t calm down.

Still remember when I just graduated from college, lived with 7 classmates in a room.

Few money, hard work.

Still happy.

Now we got more money, maybe still hard work, maybe not.

Asked them, do you ever have a moment that feeling happy?

“None!”

That’s the only answer.

That’s the truth of the middle-age life

We are all alone, in spite of the people we love and love us, we are all alone.

I was told I cannot rely on anybody.

It’s right.

It’s even more right that I found, 

I Cannot even rely on myself.

Cause I just find forgot to bring Macbook charger in this trip.

I cannot blame myself too much.

Cause I have brought Charmast W2008 with me.

It never let me down.

And it won’t be.

That’s why I named it with the year I graduate.

The year of 2008.

Wish me luck.

Wish all of us luck.

In this luckless world.

#Powerbank 

#Charmast

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