"Igniting Curiosity: A Teacher's Journey Beyond Boundaries to Inspire Courage and Growth"
AMTRIS HARDYANTO
International WASH Specialist @ Ranhill Bersekutu Sdn Bhd | Master Degree
"Teaching is an act of courage, a journey that lights curiosity, not just knowledge. To guide is to trust in unseen potential, to inspire questions over answers. True education lies beyond boundaries, where students find themselves in wonder, and teachers nurture souls as much as minds."https://amtrishardyanto.substack.com/
The classroom's quiet hum filled the air as? he took his first steps into the classroom; a familiar quote echoed in his mind, one he had clung to since his first days as a teacher: "Education is not the filling of a pail, but the lighting of a fire." These words, from the poet William Butler Yeats, reminded him that his purpose was not merely to transfer knowledge but to awaken something within each student—a spark of curiosity, a sense of wonder.
Mr. Arman stepped inside, carrying a spark of hope and the weight of his vision for education. He had just returned to teaching after years of disillusionment, inspired anew by the belief that learning should be a journey, not a chore. His gaze travelled over the rows of worn desks with surfaces scarred by the etchings of years past—faint reminders of students' stories, rebellions, and hopes. There was a storm behind those eyes—a look that held both defiance and, perhaps, the slightest glimmer of longing. It was as if she yearned to be proven wrong, to be shown that there was more to education than rules and exams. However, her arms stayed crossed, a shield against disappointment. In the back, a girl sat, arms crossed, eyes fixed on him as though daring him to try.
This was Lila, a bright but defiant student known for challenging teachers and finding loopholes in authority. She had heard the whispers about Mr. Arman's unconventional methods, project-based learning, and insistence that students should ask questions, not just follow answers. However, with every bit of curiosity, she felt, there was an equal pull of resistance. The spark in her eyes was not simply scepticism—it was a test. Mr. Arman knew at that moment that if he could reach her, he could reach them all. However, he also understood the risk that came with trying.
A hand shot up from the front row. "What do you mean by 'learn differently'?" a girl asked, her eyebrows raised in hope and doubt. Mr. Arman paused, meeting her gaze. "It means we are going to question everything," he replied, his tone inviting. "Including why we are here and what we want to know." Lila gave a short, scoffing laugh, but her eyes softened, her interest piqued despite herself. "Today, we are going to learn differently," he began, his voice calm but carrying an undertone of enthusiasm. "Not through tests or lectures but by asking questions—by exploring what matters to you." The room buzzed with a mix of curiosity and scepticism. A boy raised his hand, asking if they would still need to memorize the textbook for exams. Lila rolled her eyes. Mr. Arman smiled gently, letting their questions linger, his silence an invitation for more.
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He remembered the days when he was just another face in a crowded classroom, yearning for guidance but feeling unseen. In those moments, he had resolved that if he ever became a teacher, he would do more than just lecture; he would listen and understand. That promise now echoed in his every lesson, shaping his vision for a classroom where students felt heard and valued.
Mr. Arman's journey to this classroom was far from simple. He had grown up in a turbulent environment where learning felt like a distant luxury, overshadowed by daily survival. Education had been his escape, a sanctuary he had entered with a deep appreciation. This shaped his teaching approach: every lesson was an act of empathy, every question an offering. He knew the value of reaching students beyond rote instruction, sensing the importance of helping them see themselves in their studies. However, not everyone shared his vision.
Principal Mariam, a strict and by-the-book administrator, represented the institution's desire for order and compliance. She valued discipline, boundaries, and tradition. She had seen too many idealistic teachers, swept away by their dreams, come and go. Lila's mother, distant and overwhelmed by work and financial struggles, also doubted Mr. Arman's methods. To her, the school was a place for structure, where her daughter should learn respect and follow the rules, not embark on endless "questions."
Lila, meanwhile, felt the crushing weight of expectations from all sides. She hid her struggles behind a wall of defiance, finding comfort in her resistance. Her rebellion was not born from disrespect but from the feeling that no one understood the turmoil she carried. However, something about Mr. Arman's gentle persistence struck her—a challenge she had not encountered before, one she was not entirely sure she wanted to ignore.
Over the first few weeks, Mr. Arman introduced small shifts in the classroom—a group project and a discussion circle. His methods slowly broke down the students' routine expectations, encouraging them to explore their questions and engage with each other's ideas. Moreover, to his quiet delight, Lila began to change. Her scepticism did not vanish, but it softened like the gradual melting of ice. She spoke up, asked questions, and even offered her insights. The other students noticed, sparking a quiet revolution that infused the classroom with a sense of discovery.
However, with the transformation came resistance from outside.
"Mr. Arman, we need to talk," she began, her voice laced with concern. "I appreciate your passion, but not all students can thrive with… ambiguity. They need structure." Mr. Arman met her gaze, his own steady. "Structure is important, Principal Mariam, but so is the freedom to think. Without questions, education becomes a cage. Isn't it our duty to unlock the doors, even if it means taking risks?" She looked away, her lips pressed into a thin line, unsure how to respond to a compelling and unnerving philosophy.
Principal Mariam called him in to discuss "boundaries," cautioning him to keep within the limits of a standard curriculum. She was concerned that his methods, though effective in some ways, might lead to unwanted consequences. Hearing about his unconventional teaching, some parents worried he encouraged students to question authority instead of respecting it.
Then, in a twist that sent ripples through the school, Lila's mother came forward with a complaint. She questioned Mr. Arman's role, claiming he was overstepping his bounds by focusing on "personal matters" rather than academic performance. Mr. Arman found himself at a crossroads in the face of this scrutiny. Was he willing to risk his career to maintain his approach and uphold his belief that learning required discipline and freedom? The thought weighed on him, yet he remembered why he had returned to teaching in the first place.
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In the silence of that moment, he recalled a line from Rumi: "The wound is the place where the light enters you." He thought about his students, each carrying their scars, each deserving a chance to let light in. He believed education was the courage to show them that light, even when it meant challenging the systems that seemed to dim it. One afternoon, as the sky darkened with the weight of an approaching storm, Mr. Arman gathered his thoughts, drawing courage from Paulo Freire's words: "Education is an act of love, and thus an act of courage." These words echoed his belief that education extended beyond mere knowledge transfer; it was about nurturing resilience, empathy, and a more profound sense of self. He looked at his students—especially Lila, whose journey mirrored his inner battles.
"Why do you think?" Mr. Arman replied gently, meeting her gaze. Caught off-guard, she faltered. "I do not know… it is just… easier when we do not have to think too hard about it." Her voice softened as though admitting a secret. Mr. Arman nodded, understanding the weight of her words. "Sometimes easy feels safe, doesn't it? However, growth happens in Lila's questions—in those difficult places we dare to explore."
"Why do we have to do this?" Lila asked one day, her voice carrying both defiance and a hint of genuine curiosity. "Why can't we just learn the answers and move on?"
Mr. Arman leaned forward, his gaze steady. "Because sometimes the best way to learn," he replied softly, "is to question, not just to memorize. To see things from every angle and find your meaning." Her expression shifted, caught between irritation and a budding understanding. This was no ordinary lesson; seeing herself and her potential differently was challenging.
However, as the days passed, the tension between Mr. Arman's methods and the school's expectations grew. One day, he was summoned to a parent-teacher meeting where Principal Mariam, Lila's mother, and a handful of concerned parents awaited him. The air was thick with unease, a storm of voices questioning his approach, accusing him of fostering rebellion rather than discipline.
"Are you trying to teach them to ignore authority?" Lila's mother asked, her tone sharp. "Our children need guidance, not endless questions."
Mr. Arman took a breath, steadying himself. "Questions are the heart of learning," he said, his voice steady but filled with quiet conviction. "I believe that by helping them find their answers, we teach them to respect knowledge—and themselves." However, his words were met with scepticism, with a silent but palpable doubt. The fear of being reported to authorities lingered over him, a shadow reminding him of how easily his intentions could be misconstrued.
A compromise was eventually reached, allowing Mr. Arman to continue his project-based learning under stricter guidelines. Invisible lines now bound the freedom he cherished, his path narrower but still open. Despite this, his resolve only deepened, a quiet resilience forming within him.
In the days that followed, Lila's behaviour stabilized. She found herself drawn to the projects, seeing them not as assignments but as reflections of her ideas and potential. Her rebellious spirit did not vanish, but it found direction, an outlet for expression. Moreover, Mr. Arman, witnessing her transformation, knew he had reached her in a way that transcended textbooks or tests.
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"Mr. Arman," she began, fidgeting slightly. "I… never thought learning could be like this. It is like… I can see myself in a way I had not before." She looked down, almost embarrassed. Mr. Arman's heart softened. "That is the goal, Lila. To help you see yourself—not just as a student, but as a person with ideas worth exploring." She nodded, her gaze distant yet hopeful, as if glimpsing a future she had not dared to dream.
One afternoon, as class ended, Lila lingered by his desk. She hesitated, then spoke, her voice barely more than a whisper. "Thank you, Mr. Arman," she murmured, her words carrying the weight of their shared journey. He looked at her, feeling a warmth spread through him, a sense of purpose renewed.
As she walked away, he watched her, the faint tap of rain against the window matching the steady beat of his own heart. At that moment, he knew that the battles he had fought—the risks, the compromises, the fear of judgment—were all worth it. Teaching was not a matter of answers and questions; it was the courage to guide and help each student see beyond the boundaries of their fears and doubts. It was a sacred bond forged in the quiet, unspoken moments of connection and trust.
The storm outside had cleared, leaving a gentle, lingering warmth. As Mr. Arman looked out the window, watching Lila's figure fade into the distance, he felt the quiet power of a teacher's impact, one that would ripple outward beyond the walls of the classroom, touching lives in ways unseen yet profoundly felt.
As he watched her leave, he knew that the true essence of teaching was not bound by rules or results but lived in those quiet moments when a student saw their potential. To guide was to believe in the beauty of uncertainty, to kindle a light that would outshine any darkness. He had ventured beyond boundaries, into the heart of education, and discovered that courage was not only in knowledge but in the love and hope he placed in each young soul.
In that fleeting moment, Mr Arman understood he was not merely a teacher but a guide in the heart of education, one who dared to go beyond boundaries to nurture something more profound—a light within each student, a spark of courage that would illuminate their journey forward. Moreover, as long as he held that courage, he knew he would continue to guide, one question, one answer, one soul at a time. Education is not merely the lessons within a classroom but the flame it leaves in the minds and hearts of those who dare to ask, grow, and believe that learning is as boundless as the courage to guide.