I will write...

Wondering... Why I never happen to write or publish any blog.

May be because I have some fears ? fear of being judged ? I am not aware what fears are these.?

But there is some voice in my heart which asks me to write. Anyhow I always successfully convince that inner voice that this is not my thing, I am not good at this, what do I get if I write or not, what if I get mocked, etc. etc...

After all these efforts to convincing myself, How long can I run from this deep desire in me to express or something I am not aware of, But continuously seek it.

There are some thoughts which keeps me occupied and doesn't let me sleep even if it is 4:00 am, Where I imagine changing the world with my visions through #writing. Anyhow I end up in convincing myself that I am not prepared yet, I need some more time. etc. etc.

Sometimes, I wonder what are those things/skills needed to learn to start writing/blogging ? some questions just makes me more puzzled.

Whenever I tried to understand what is it, that is stopping me. I concluded that these are some #fears and even I don't know what these fears are. but how long these fears overpower my ability to express ?

Now, I Finally decided I will face these fears... I have decided?#IWillWrite !

I will write... Even if I am not perfect, Even if I am not good at grammar, Even if it makes me anxious, Even if i am afraid of others reactions... etc. etc.

I will write... because I have will power, I believe in myself that I can. and some where I read 'Believe you can and you are half way there'. Now I am not sure what other half is, Whatever it is... Now, even this can not stop me to write - that deep desire to express !

I will write... Because It is better to regret for the things I have done, then regretting for not doing anything.

I will write... and I will write like this only !!!

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To be continued...